* I do not regret drawing the picture :)
* Also it's how Dream looked last chapter btw!
* Also, Angst chappy~! I ain't leaving this angst free ya kno, esp since this is the aftermath.
* Warning for a breakdown/panic attack. Please tell me if I did it wrong or I need to improve on something as I'm only writing it with my limited knowledge from books I've read about. It would start at the mention of alcohol.
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"Guys! I want you all to meet my Papyrus, Carrot!" Blue cheered happily while Sweet perked up at seeing Carrot. "Hello Carrot!" "Hello as well, Sweet." Carrot waved while keeping his lazy grin and Blue smiled softly. Nightmare walking over and hugging Blue. "You okay love?" Nightmare whispered softly and Blue nods. "Just... I'm mostly just still adjusting to Carrot... I know he's not Stretch, I managed to get that covered, but I still haven't told him about a lot of things..." Blue whispered quietly. "It's just... He... Actually treats me how I want to be treated... The Underswap AU is much better, yeah, but the old one... I've just spent so much time in the old one that I've developed habits that I can't remove, no matter how hard I try." Blue whispered quietly and Nightmare sighed. "Trauma doesn't go away easily hun... It could stay for years, maybe even forever... You should just be proud at the fact that you're so mentally strong." Nightmare smiled gently, Blue blinking and nodding. "Right..." Blue hummed and then pecked Nightmare's 'lips' gently while Carrot raised a brow. "Oi, no PDA in public." Carrot playfully spoke while Blue laughed softly. That was already a big difference. If Carroy was Stretch, he would suddenly lecture Nightmare for even touching Blue. Carrot is still protective of him, but he's loosen up enough at least.
Blue then turned to Carrot and Sweet, only to find Sweet quickly dragging Carrot away. "Oh right! I've began to learn from our brothers and I say I've gotten pretty good!" Sweet cheered and Carrot tilts his head. "Oh really? I'd like to have a taste then." Carrot hummed and Sweet gave a happy Papy noise and then went to the kitchen with Carrot.
"Yo boss." Dust hummed, Nightmare glancing at Dust's direction to find Dust's Papyrus also with him. "What is this, bring your papy for a visit day?" Nightmare smiled a bit while Dust laughed. "I guess so." "Everyone's just been busy and I need to waste my social battery!" The Papyrus whined childishly while Dust laughed softly. "Why not go mingle with Sweet and Carrot then?" "Wait, do you even have a name that differs yourself from the others?" Blue suddenly asked and Papyrus tilts his head before humming a bit. "They can just call me Rotten." Rotten snickered. "Are you sure?" "Yeah, I don't mind. Plus I can just use Rotten Fruit as a full name." "It's also a pun because he's dead." Dust snickered while Rotten shrugged with a grin. "Ohhh, I see." Blue laughed softly. "Carrot and Sweet is in the kitchen." "Thank you Blue." Rotten chirped and then flew towards the kitchen. "Your Papyrus likes puns huh?" "Not often Boss! He only dislikes bad ones. Though he likes the well thought out ones!" Dust grinned. "Because I used to annoy him with so much bad puns when he was a skelebaby." Dust snickered and Blue giggled softly. "Where's Dreamy by the way?" "Dream's out and spreading some positivity since it's gotten a bit Negative lately." Nightmare explained and Dust whistled and nods. "Alright! What about my other mates?" "Cross is with Killer in the living room, probably taking a nap and Horror went to Underlust to help Lust get to Outer!" Blue chirped and Dust cooed. "That's cute. I'm gonna wait for Dream then!" Dust hummed as he then went towards the table and st down while Blue nods. "Ighty!" "Nightmare! Why the hecc do you have a bottle of alcohol in your kitchen?" Rotten whined as he then walked out while Carrot was wheezing lightly. Blue turned before just freezing, his vision tunneling on the alcohol on Rotten's hand.
It was a Grillby's brand, one he despises with everything in himself. Then suddenly, he didn't see the red gloved hand that's holding it, but rather, the white skeletal hand that is his brother. Blue took a step back in fear as in his vision, Rotten's form switched to one he's familiar with. The hazy look of his old brother, the cigarette that seems to never end in his teeth, and the alcohol bottle in his hand. "N-No..." "Blue? Blue?!" Nightmare panicked a bit after sensing the sudden drop in positivity at the skeleton. "Huh?" Rotten was confused while Carrot quickly rushed out. "What's happening to Blue?" "St-Stay away!" Blue suddenly yelled as he kept backing up. He couldn't breath, or felt like he couldn't breath. His eyelights was pinpricks now as he kept staring at Stretch, seeing nothing but Stretch. "Blue-" "Don't touch me!" Blue screamed and quickly ducked down, covering himself as tears poured down from his eyes. "Th-This can't be happening- this- this can't- you're gone you're gone you're g-gone-" Blue choked out as he backed himself to a wall before letting out a fearful meep. "Blue!" Nightmare looked up from his crouching position and Dream gasped at how Blue is shaking in fear and covering himself. "Blue-" "No! You're supposed to be dead Stretch! Leave me alone!" Blue cried out in fear and Dream sucked in a breath before turning to Rotten and Carrot. "Carrot, please leave the area for now, same goes for you, Rotten. Trust me on this one, we'll explain later." Dream said seriously before moving and hugging Blue. Who cried out in fear and began to struggle. "No no no! No! Let go!" Blue sobbed. "Blue snap out of it! Blue!" "Blue, sweetheart, whatever you're seeing, Stretch is not there." Nightmare spoke in worry as he and Dream used their tail and tentacles to hide Blue from the world. Dust simply just watching in worry, but knows that the twins can do it themselves.
"It's okay Blue, he's gone, he is dead, it's okay." Dream whispered as Blue then shakily looked up. "D-Dream...?" "Yes Blue, I'm here, my brother's here as well." Dream whispered and Blue turned to Nightmare before clinging to him. "N-Nighty..." Blue sobbed and Nightmare sighed softly. "I'm here, My Queen... I'm here... He's gone, remember? We did successfully deleted him along with the old Multiverse." Nightmare whispered, just gently rubbing Blue's back as he sobbed. Dream then rubbing Blue's back as well. "We're gonna have to throw out any hidden alcohol that is Grillby's brand." Dream stated and Nightmare nods. "Right, let's tell the others too..." Dream nods in agreement and Nightmare picks Blue up. Who clung to Nightmare tighter. "Don't worry love, I'll protect you." Nightmare nuzzled Blue and glanced at Dust. "Dust, can you throw out-" "Say no more Boss. I got it." Dust then got up and teleported to the kitchen.
Dream and Nightmare then went to the living room, Nightmare still holding Blue close. Not planning to let go of his previous berry.
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I've never really been good with doing panic attacks or triggers so I'm sorry if this was shit :')
Though am planning to do another one in the future, so if you guys have any tips, that would be great ^-^
Just know that my writing is limited as english isn't my language so it's hard for me.
Anyways
Feel free to point out any grammatical errors or mistakes as I'd be too lazy to change it or leave it in cuz haha funny xDAdios!
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