The End's Destroyer

40: Kimi wa Dekinai Ko

* Kono yo de ichiban dekinai ko

* More angst (*Sob* I can't angst good)

* Trigger warning!! Mentions of self harm!

* I will put the angst on Italics so y'all know where to not read :)

* I didn't know how to properly write someone who relapsed so I'm sorry if I got it wrong.

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"I'm glad you managed to tell Carrot, Blue!" Dream cheered as they were currently relaxing in the living room area. "Yeah, I'm glad too... Telling him was really hard, but I'm glad Nightmare was with me that time." Blue hummed and Dream smiled. "I'm glad too... You and my brother has grown really close huh?" Dream chuckled a bit while Blue sheepishly laughed. "Yeah... Who would've thought I would end up dating both feeling twins." Blue snickered while Dream snorted. "Yeah."

"Anyways, what should we do now?" "I was honestly thinking of cleaning up my room a bit since it's been a bit messy." Dream hummed as his tail swayed behind him. "Oooh sounds like a plan, let's go!" Blue got up while Dream laughed and got up as well before teleporting both of them to his room. The bed was unkempt and there were some items strewn about on the floor here and there. "Honestly, I expected something messier." Blue blinked in surprise while Dream snickered. "Yeah." Dream then went and began to pick up the items on the floor while Blue looked around before he then fixed the bed. "Don't you sleep with your poly?" Blue asked as he tucked the sheets under. "Yeah, but last time I slept here, I never bothered to make the bed since I'm always with the poly now, having them feed Palette magic with me and stuff." Dream chirped and then picked up a box and then setting it down on the table. "Ah, makes sense." Blue snickered softly before getting up and then picking up some left over clothes before blinking. "So this is where my hoodie went." "I regret nothing." "You little bastard." Blue snickered softly while Dream laughed. Blue then hanging up the clothes while Dream then took a broom and began to sweep the floor. "Ooooh! Hey, I remember this!" Blue then reached out to grab the photo but managed to spill water that was there for days on the floor. "Oh dang- Sorry Dream! I'll go get a mop!" "Wait Blue you didn't have... To..." Dream sweatdropped, watching Blue leave the area. Dream looked around nervously, alone, he doesn't like being alone. Despite him making it look like he's okay with it whenever he spreads Positivity, it's because he knows that he'll get to see the AUs so he's not alone. But he's alone right now in his room. This is another reason why he stopped sleeping in this room... He never even got enough sleep in the first place so he always ends up not sleeping at all. He didn't need sleep anyways, sleep is for the weak.

"It's okay Dream- Blue'll come back..." Dream shakily whispered to himself in assurance before he then went towards the box. What even is inside it-

Oh...

His old kit...

Dream stayed silent as he shakily reached into the box, whispers starting to echo around him, overwhelming him as he stared at the sharp, pointy razor in front of him.

"You are useless child, useless child, useless child~" His breath hitched as he heard the echoes of the dead creator. No. He's dead, this can't be happening... N-No! "A terribly terribly terribly lonely child~" The whispers continued, not caring about his growing panic. Everything grew dark and Dream felt alone. Where was Blue? Where's Nightmare?! No no no! "You are such a useless child in the whole Multiverse~!" The voice cackled and Dream quickly covered his ear holds. No! No shut up! Stop! He's not! He's- He's not useless! "Nightmare and Blue are gone~ Your poly hates you! They all hate you! THEY ALL HATE YOU! YOU'RE JUST A USELESS CHILD! A USELESS GUARDIAN! USELESS USELESS USELESS!" The familiar voice grew distorted as it kept chanting over and over and Dream sobbed and cried. No! He's not! He's- He's not-

"Blue!" Nightmare yelled in a panic as he rushed towards Blue, who was heading back to Dream's room with a new mop. Blue just mumbling about how Killer and Horror made the mops unusable so he had to get new ones. "Nighty? What is it-" "No time, I feel immense amount of Negativity from Dream. Let's go, now!" Nightmare yelled and Blue blinked before quickly nodding. They then reached towards Dream's room and Nightmare opened the door before gasping a bit.

"D-Dream!" Nightmare gasped as Dream snapped his skull towards Nightmare with tears streaming down, eyesockets wide. "N-Nighty..." Dream choked a sob. "B-Blue... I'm s-sorry..." Dream cried and Blue and Nightmare hugged him. "Shh... It's okay, it's okay..." "It's no-ot okay! I broke a promise!" Dream sobbed as he dropped the bloody razor blade on the floor. Nightmare just cooing softly. "Brother, look at me... It's okay..." Nightmare whispered softly while Blue then gently took Dream's hands, looking down at the fresh cuts on his friend's hand. "They aren't that deep, which is good." Blue whispered and hovered his hand over it and began to heal it. Dream wincing lightly.

"I'm sorry..." Dream whispered quietly. "It's okay Dream." Blue cooed softly while Nightmare then held Dream close. "You're okay brother... You'll be okay." Nightmare whispered as Dream sobbed and clung to Nightmare. "Can I see Palette, Brother? He must be worried." Nightmare whispered softly and Dream shakily nods. Nightmare then gently holds Dream's SOUL out, seeing Palette worriedly swishing around Dream's SOUL. "Hey hey little guy, he's okay. Your mama's okay." Nightmare cooed and Palette pressed himself against the walls of Dream's SOUL. Looking Dream over basically. "He will be fine hun, don't worry..." Dream shakily nods, sniffling while Nightmare wiped his tears. "He just relapsed. It's okay." Blue added in and kept healing Dream.

Yes

He'll be okay.

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:'>

I'm sorry

Guess our Trauma bois haven't fully recovered after all-

Feel free to point out any grammatical errors or mistakes as I'd be too lazy to change it or leave it in cuz haha funny

Adios!

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