Living as Four (Polyamory and brown skin)

Conflict Resolution part 2

Netarute was sitting on the Left side the mocking table while Mira was in front of me.

" I think I can start..." Neta took a deep breath. "This whole entire situation was hard on me and I did not navigate the best for all of you involved and I am sorry about that."  She turned to look at me the glistening regret bouncing off of her irises turning them from that dark brown into the honey golden brown that are using it. 

She reached an arm out to me, pressing her right home to the table, beckoning me to put my hand on top of hers and comforting gesture simple action to indicate comfort, forgiveness. Stroking her long fingers for a few seconds before pulling away. We were this far for reason it wouldn't be fair to the others if we continue to touch potentially sending out messages of working together against the others. 

I returned my hands to myself and Netarute set her arms back to the original crossed position. Her eyes then lifted toward Copia.

"I was also still stricken when Copia left. I did not know if you're coming back, I didn't know if you could even make it back. Sometimes your family situations can get hostile and I have experienced that before." There eye contact was like steel, unwavering. "Yet you still chose to go without too much of an explanation besides what you told me in the car." 

Netarute put elbows on the table and crossed her arms in front of her, putting weight on them. 

"Every day was a struggle to get through because I was so very worried. I was worried you would not be able to come. Hell I was also worried that you might be too vulnerable and too overwhelmed to deal with the situation there and then that hoe would aim for a space back in your good graces by "helping " you out. and I do not  know how much she still has you around her finger." 

She let out a deep sigh and shook her head pursing her lips at the end. 

"I would never cheat on you. Everything between me and her are over. She broke my heart and did all that bullshit. I would never go back to her." Copia's brows furrowed and even though her bottom lip wavered, her voice was low and strong. 

Netarute nodded her head and tapped her fingers against the side of her forearms, nervous habit, " I believe you baby but this is one of my concerns. The concern but doesn't really reflect on to you, it reflects on to my own past experiences but I just needed to put that out there."

"Think of doing. And you're nothing to me, I love you I'm here for you it's just on some so stupid to the point where they're able to not care how they treat others nor where to place their trust and they lose money in those houses children it was a really big fight. But I'm very sorry for not being there for you and for not telling you about the things that I could of told you about. Next I will try to stay more in contact or at least let you know what's happened before it happens if I know, does anyone really noted.. Until I got there."

"Mira should go, take your time. What were your thoughts and feelings baby?" Copia's eyes had softened over time that she was speaking about her times there. They soften from anger and self-pay and internalize criticism to genuine sadness and care for the people she looked most.

 She would cater to them in any way that they needed and in her soft voice somebody could whisper all the loving sounds praises she would give to Mira on the couch. Mira sniffed as this conversation this conversation was going to bring her to tear, but wasn't quite there yet. 

A.N.~ This idea is still being fleshed out and in the works so I think we are going to have shorter uploads as we are going through these characters troubling times. Thank you for reading! I love the voting and the comments. Keep them coming!! :)