Restart |Karlnapity| (On Hiatus)

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[] Chapter TWs: Sad themes, Derealization, Lost control of own body, Nightmare, Unsettling themes(?), Hyper-realistic dream. []

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Quackity continued to hug Sapnap, his back being rubbed by the other softly. He didn't know why he felt this way, he just felt like shit right now.

"Alex,," Sapnap murmured, trying to grab his attention. It had been a few minutes, and Quackity still wanted to cry, but no more tears would come out. He pulled himself away from Sapnaps chest reluctantly, his face red and his eyes swollen. He looked at Sapnap, somehow tearing up even though no tears were left. Why was he so sad?

"Alex what's wrong? Did something happen..?" Sapnap asked, taking a hand and wiping away his tears gently, carefully... Quackity sniffled and leaned against his hand, before hiding his face in Sapnaps chest once more.

"Ale-"

"Sapnap..?" he whispered, hugging his boyfriend tightly.

"...Yeah?"

"What-... What time is it?" he asked. It was silent for a moment, the hand on his back slowing. Sapnap was probably looking at the time, right?

"Uh, Twelve." Sapnap mumbled. Quackity stopped, blinking a few times as he processed this.

 Wasn'̷t it ju̸st nine̶?

He shook away his thoughts.

"..Pm?"

"Yeah? What, would you expect it to be AM or something? Ahaha... No, it's definitely PM, Q..."

Quackity nodded.

"So it's not midnight?"

"Uh, Yeah? Twelve PM is afternoon, not midnight... Are you okay? Are you actually okay Alex?"

Quackity just wanted to confirm, that's all.

"I'm fine..."

"You are not fine, you just cried for at least an hour."

Three hours... He started to cry at nine.

"No, I'm fine...." he mumbled, hugging Sapnap tighter. Sapnap sighed.

"Do you need to rest Q?"

He just woke up.

"Sure... Will you stay with me?"

Doesn't he always ask that?

"Of course, why would I say no to cuddles with my boyfriend?"

Sapnap always agrees, isn't he ever busy?

"Okay..." Quackity mumbled, letting go of Sapnap and laying down slowly, smiling when Sapnap joined him.

"I gotta explain to at least George why we took so long later, bet it kinda worried him a bit. Might tell Karl too, but I dunno." Quackity's smile faltered slightly, but he nodded, just pulling Sapnap closer and cuddling him.

He always finds a way to bring Karl up, he still loves him.

No, stop jumping to conclusions.

He hid his face in Sapnap's chest and closed his eyes, falling asleep slowly... Hearing Sapnap beginning to hum, it brought a smile to his face. And made him feel warm, safe... Happy. He liked Sapnap's humming.. it made him feel so sleepy... and.....

...

What if none of this is real?

The thought made him jump, his eyes snapping open. Immediately, he noticed Sapnap was gone. He sat up, looking around the room. It looked different. This- this wasn't his room.