"So bri where have you been",I ask "oh still at El Paso",she says I nod "where have you been",she asks "hiding out here with Sarah",I say she nods and Geoff walks back over with his knuckles wrapped "what you get now",I ask "crown, lighting bolt,and and arrow", he says then Caleb walks up "where'd you get it", bri asks he shows his wrist "cool",Sarah says and Luke walks over putting his arm around Sarah hugging her Caleb doing the same to bri me and Geoff look at each other "well before this gets awkward",I start "we should be leaving now",he finishes my sentence for me "you coming home or you staying there",Luke says glaring at Geoff "I think I'm staying there",I say "Sarah you going to the house",I ask she nods "I'll go with you guys", bri piped up we nod and head out
--car ride--
"So how long have you've known j",Geoff asks "about 9 years",bri says "wow",Caleb says shocked "yea",she says "still don't drink",she asks "I drink a few but not enough to even get a buzz",I say "you know there anniversary is coming up",she says I nod "yea,I think I'm gonna go visit",I say "we should all go,it'll be nice",she says getting excited "maybe",I say and pull into the drive way.we get out I don't even get my hand on the knob before Geoff is storming me with questions "you guys go in,tell mark I'll be in there in a sec",I say Caleb nods and I turn to Geoff "I left El Paso,for a reason",I say steady "the reason",he says "well one night..I got a call",I stop and breath "that my parents...had been killed in a car accident",I say "killed by a drunk driver",I spit then my eyes tear up "j,I'm-",he stops and engulfs me in a hug "does mark know",he asks and I nod "that's why you..at the club..you were shaking",he says looking down "I'm sorry",he says "it's fine,I think im gonna go back and visit",I say he nods "we should all go...",he trails "yea,that would be cool",I say "so it's settled",he smiles and we walk in mark runs over "are you okay",he asks wiping some strained tears from my eyes "yea,I'm fine",I smile "we're going to El Paso",Geoff says "wot",gav says "Oh my god yessss",bri says clapping I laugh "I'm gonna call jer,and Sarah...and luke",I say and slide my phone out Of my pocket
Call
J-hey guys
L-hey what's up
J-guys
S-yes
J-I wanna go back and visit them
J-are you sure
J-positive
L-god where gonna need a shuttle bus
J-haha well let's get packing
End
"Well I guess we're heading to EP",I say grinning "let's get packing",mark says and takes my hand we go to his room "help",he says "your lucky I like you",I pout he kisses my cheek "thanks",he says "OHHH this shirt",I say holding up a black shirt with a pixelated M and a pink mustache on it.I throw it in his bag and we keep throwing stuff in there "hey",he says "have you seen my hoodie",he says looking at me "it's like this shirt",he says holding it up "but..a hoodie",he says "oh...um",I say he cocks a eyebrow "I have it and have been sleeping with it",I say "so my hoodie is getting more action than me",he laughs "he's a better cuddlier",I stick my tongue out "damn I really liked you",he says with his head down I start laughing "alright well let's go so you can pack",he says "alright",I say and we head for the door "GUYS WHERE LEAVING SO I CAN PACK",I yell "OKAY",they all yell back "hey JJ ,bri left already to get packed",Geoff says "okay,guess well see her there",I say and we head out the car ride is just me and mark saying stupid stuff and laughing till we arrive at the house "ayyy",I say walking in and her and luke come hug me "Sarah is packing and Caleb dropped bri off,he sleeping on the couch",Luke says "I don't know",jer says "CALEB",I yell he runs over "is everything okay",he says taking out a pocket knife "1.where fine 2.put that away 3.why are you sleeping on the couch",I say "oh,didn't really get a good sleep",he says "that's your fault",mark says "no it's not",he whines jer looks at me "I don't even know",I say and run up stairs "hey",I say walking in my room "hey",Sarah says I grab some clothes and other essentials.Then start to book a hotel and god help us Ryan is getting the shuttle bus after a few mins were ready to get "I swear if he stole it",I say under my breath "hey,had it sitting in my garage",he says wiping the sides clean "wow",I say and lean to his ear "sure it's not stolen",I say "don't worry",he says "I'm impressed vagabond",I say he chuckles and we look in side "dammmmn this is nice",Sarah says I nod "nice job",I say nudging Ryan we load up the bus and pick our spots "ready",I ask jer and Sarah they nod and Geoff reassures a smile and I shift in gear
--6 hrs later--
"Hello...El Paso",I say and mark looks out the window "it's nice",he says I nod everyone fell asleep but me and him and Gav but his headphones are in and he's watching some youtube vids "are you sure you can do this",mark asks and I nod "I'm sure",I say and he takes my hand we drive into the parking lot waking everyone up expect Sarah "Luke just carry her",Caleb says I snicker "you know better",I say to Caleb "yea..now i can't have kids",he pouts I chuckle and Luke picks up Sarah Geoff checks us in and we get our rooms I flop on the bed and sigh "big day tomorrow, sleep",gav says "noooo",I whine and mark goes into the bathroom "love you need to sleep",he says "I'll cuddle with you",he says hugging me "fine",I reluctantly say but grin I get under the covers and cuddle up to gav "night love",he whispers "night gavy",I laugh he pouts "I don't like that nickname",he says I chuckle "to bad",and with that we're out
--morning--
"J...j",I hear Caleb say shaking me "j,I will eat your breakfast if you don't wake up",he says I jolt awake he laughs "good your awake",he says and walks away I see Gav still asleep I shake him and he groans "gavin David free",mark booms and he shoots up "don't use my full name",he growls and gets up to go to the restroom "hey",I say and yawn "how'd you sleep",he asks "good,you",I ask "okay",he says "why did you use his full name",I ask "he hates it",he chuckles "come on,let's get some breakfast",he says putting on his glasses we head down get breakfast and talk about today's plan "so well go from the cemetery to there",I say "yea,he said he's on Christmas break",Sarah says "so who's this Jacob guy",Michael asks sitting down "my cousin",she says "and j's first crush",she smirks "oh don't even like him anymore",I whine she laughs "so from there back here",bri asks "what about after that movies",ray says "you just want to watch TFIOS",I say "hey don't judge",he says defensively I laugh "come on let's go",mark says we throw away our stuff and head out
--after the car ride--
"Oh god",I whisper getting out of the car "do you think you can do this",bri asks I look at Sarah "I think",she says "j",bri asks "guess well find out",I shake and start walking we see the graves my parents,and Sarah's "god damn",I say "I know",she says don't cry don't fucking cry.I think as I sit near the grave I just sit there mark checking up on me Michael sitting next to me and Sarah sitting next to Michael,bri just stands not really knowing what to do "I have nothing to say",I say eyes wide staring at the date of the grave "you don't have to",Michael says "just...think",he hugs me "that may be hard for her",Sarah says "fucking got-'em",Michael laughs "I hate you",i laugh I silently pray to me parents "come on",Sarah says getting up "jakes asks for us",she walks away Michael's helps me up "more people",he whines as we walk back to the car
--at Sarah parents old house--
"Jacob",I smile hugging him "j-",Sarah cuts him off "hey jake",she says starting a group hug he laughs "how are you guys",he asks "good",I smile "who are these guys",he says staring the guys down "this is mark,Geoff,Michael,Ryan,Caleb,ray, gavin and Kdin",I say he nods "well come in make yourself at home",he says Sarah looks at him "too soon",he makes a face "little bit",she says I laugh "so how's UVA",I ask
--after and too the movies--
"Gavin,how much you wanna bet...you'll cry",I smirk "g bar",he says "you fucking idiot",you and Michael says in usion "gav are you seriously that stupid",ray laughs "no cause that's saying I'm a pussy",he says "you are a fucking pussy",Ryan says "expect you didn't says fucking cause your a pussy",Ryan laughs "no I'm not",he pouts "fine g bar",I hand shake him "let's go",bri says
