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Ambitions? I've never had any.

You'd tear it all down, and rip my dreams in half.

You'd tell me that I can't do anything, and if I did, it wouldn't be for good or right.

That was the case even when I tried to plan Tomáš Rosický's birthday for you.

You said he was turning 34,

And to make it big,

With red and blue candles; were you even sure that Tomáš liked those colours you chose for him on his birthday cake?

You told me that the birthday cake had to be three layers tall: with strawberry, chestnut and vanilla too,

Were you even sure that no one would be allergic?

You told me to bring the pre-ordered cake to the training ground at ten,

Were you even sure that Tomáš would be there that day at ten?

I still remember plunging the yellow and pink candles in, and Tomáš coming in with the usual black band on his wrist, and his smile not fading: it only grew larger.

You urged me to go, but Tomáš told me to stay and to have a piece of cake. I heard you growl under your breath, but I ignored it - for Tomáš's sake.

Afterwards, at home - you told me that it wasn't good enough, when I thought it was all perfect for Tomáš.

Ambitions? I've never heard of it with you.

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:| so i got accepted into my first choice college and then they said they had no record of it... and now we're battling it out but they're not accepting me... just ugh.

I'm really disappointed at the moment, and I have so many things coming at me right now...

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dedicated to tomasrosicky bc this is somewhat about tommy here and also to @durmsteiger for spamming me (keep it coming)

bis bald xo

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