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Your shouts,

I could never forget them, even if I had to.

It winds me up just hearing your hoarse voice, cursing breathlessly under your husky tones.

I can never seem to forget the time that you yelled at me for the very first time in public, in that mall in New York City, whilst we were on vacation -

Back when there was still a we.

I think it was because of the woman that had asked you to sign in her notebook, and the man who had asked you to sign on the newspaper that he was reading,

He even yelled at you when you bumped into him, but took back everything when he realized who you were,

Oh, how quickly people could change.

As you were signing jerseys, papers and notebooks,

I walked off without you into a shop, I don't even remember what it was by now.

Securities had to disperse all around to look for me,

A PSA was announced for my name,

I was a little shocked, but happy that you cared.

You shouted at me when I walked out on my own in front of you, saying something like:

"Where did you go!? Do you ever realize that I was worried sick?"

You took my hand and immediately took me out of the mall without another single word spoken on that day.

No, Aaron -

I'm sorry I didn't know you were worried sick.

I wish I knew back then.

And I wish that you'd worry sick about me now.

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dedicated to deutschIand bc actually she inspired me to this chapter and I'm grateful and also durmsteiger bc her story arsenal for some obvious reasons!

bis bald xo

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