57 Reasons to Break Up | Aaron Ramsey

FORTY - SEVEN ::

I never asked you to report to me every second of where you were.

But I did.

I texted you everywhere I went, I called you to let you know I was safe -

Not that you replied - once.

You had always been out with Alyssa Florent, and ignoring my text, or doing whatever you were doing.

Whenever you'd answer my calls, it was always a "I'm busy, I'll call you back later" or a cold-hearted "Don't call me right now".

And I won't.

I didn't.

I stopped.

I stopped being that goody good girl a long ago,

When I realised that you weren't worth it, I stopped calling.

But then I began calling again -

Because I'm stupid, worthless, and needy.

Needy of your love, your warmth, you -

And you trash me every single time.

And I take it, idiotically and willingly.

Because I wholeheartedly, unlike you, loved you.

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