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Austin Terrance
After she woke up, she immediately left, she literally grabbed her things and left saying "I have to go"
I came downstairs to the kitchen where was my mom doing lunch and my older brother sitting at the table.
"Hey" I greeted them and grabbed a glass of water.
"The girl that left this morning, was it just a hook up or your girlfriend?" My brother Mason asks. I don't do hook ups and he knows it but people think that I'm some man-whore just because my friend group is full of man-whores. Not all of them, just some of them.
What about Jessica, dumbass?
Well that was a hook up but other than that I don't do hook ups like I said.
"Not any of it" I rolled my eyes.
"Oh, then who was she?" He asks with a grin.
"That's none of your business, dear brother" I smiled at him sarcastically. He scoffed.
"Austin, do you have a girlfriend?" My mom sat with us and stared at me with happiness in her eyes. She always wanted us to get girlfriends and then get married and then kids and live happily the rest of our lives.
"No, mom, I don't" I answered and she looked a bit disappointed but she still has hope that we (me and my brother) will find a good girlfriends and have a stable and healthy relationship.
"Hi family" my dad came downstairs.
"Hey" we all greeted him back.
"How have you been my lovely wifey?" He came to my mom and kissed her cheek. After all those years together, they still have a passion between them.
"I'm good thanks" she smiled at him and went back to cooking.
My brother is rarely home because of the college, I don't mind actually but my parents do, they miss him so so much. I don't blame them tho, he's their son so it's normal for them to miss him.
I don't know how I feel about Chloe. I don't love her I know that. I can't love her this fast, can I?
I don't know what I want to do with her. I don't date and I think she knows that but with her I got this weird feeling telling me that 'you should date Chloe'.
I got out of my thoughts because my phone buzzed. It was a text from..Chloe?
Chloe: Hey I just wanted to ask when are you picking me up for a date?
Fuck. I completely forgot.
Austin: I'm so sorry Chloe but something important came in, but I'll make it up to you ((:
I don't know. I just didn't wanna face her today. I got mixed feelings and I don't know I'm so confused but at the same time I know I want Chloe to be mine.
What?
Chloe: oh, okay..
Austin: I'm sorry
*read*
I hope that she's not mad at me because of my stupid behaviour.
I don't know how I feel about her and it's pissing me off. Maybe I should just stop seeing her? Or just give her a signs of friend zone. I don't know. I have to figure it out, now I have to get my mind off and relax a bit. Or maybe you should just admit that you want her and try to make her yours like you want? But what if she doesn't want me.
