Chapter 8"You Got Me Scattered In Pieces"

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Selena's POV
I was in the kitchen, eating breakfast with Mom. Dad had to go to work and mom's leaving in a few minutes. She asked if I was going to be ok but I told her I'd walk around the property. I haven't in nine years. I was still in the kitchen long after mom left. I washed the dishes, cleaned the table, moped the floor and all that. I went up to my room and laid on my bed. After a few minutes of doing absolutely nothing, I walked over to my small bookshelf. I picked up my favorite book, Little Women. After reading for about an hour, I walked downstairs and made myself some lunch, a turkey, lettuce, and cheese sandwich with a tall glass of mom's homemade lemonade. After channel surfing, I decided to go outside. I walked around the house, I walked through the abandoned outhouse. I finally walked into the abandoned barn we have, about a mile from the house. I used to come here every day after school. I brought my besties here too, I miss Demi, and Taylor. Demi went to Joe's parent's house but I'm not sure where Taylor is, she's always been a hometown girl. I sat down in some hay. I took out my phone. I checked my calls and messages, 1 missed call from Demz, 2 missed calls from Tay, 6 missed messages from Demz. Nothing from Zedd. Does he even like me anymore? Some part of me hopes he does, but another couldn't care less if he ever called again. Does that mean I don't like him? Ugh, I'm so confused! I feel like I'm his toy to play with, he's confusing me and making me feel all these emotions I don't like. It's like he's making me a different person while I'm still myself.

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