My Life With Zedd

Chapter 63

Zedd's POV
I sat on the couch with Trent and Charlotte. Selena is with her Mom and Dad, trying to buy a house near ours. There's one with about six bedrooms about 3200 square feet. Ours is 5000. We need more rooms though, with two more kids on the way and maybe more in the future. I hope Selena wants more. I want more. Selena's about two and a half months now. She doesn't really have a bump but she has somewhat of one. She's had so many babies it's probably textbook now. I want to have as many kids as the people who have like twenty kids. Charlotte can walk now and speak in three word sentences. She's now two, nearing three in a few months. She has longer fluffy blonde hair and her eyes shine as soon as you look at them. Trent's nine and a half months now, close to one. Selena's almost twenty-six. I'm almost like twenty-nine. If it's two boys I'd name them Shawn and Josh. If girls, Bethany and Lauren. Or maybe Scarlett. I bet Selena will like some of the names. I love Selena. It's weird, we never seem to find the time to get married. But I swear as soon as those babies are born, I'm throwing a surprise wedding. I feel like Selena's putting off though. Maybe she's not ready yet. But if she's a Mom already to two kids, another two on the way, why can't she get married to a man she loves? Do I sound needy? It's sometimes really hard. To be a Dad and a husband might be a little hard at first but I'd bet I'll be good at it. Maybe that's why Selena's nervous. Or is it that she doesn't love me? I know she does. I hope she does. Things are way too complicated now. I'll think about it more.