Helping you {10}

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"W-what are you d-doing?" She said between her sobbing.

"Making you forget"

She looked at me with tears in her eyes while trying to put her shirt down so I won't be able to look at her. But I couldn't let her not like that. I put took her hands and put them above her head.

"T-Taehyung please, I-I can't d-do that"

"I'll never hurt you babydoll. You need to trust me on this."

I looked at her and smiled at her to reassure her that everything will be alright. In slow motion, I lifted her shirt again, and then she started breathing uncontrollably.

"Take slow deep breaths, close your eyes, and relax. I'm not here to hurt babydoll. I want to help you."

She took deep breaths and then I started kissing every single spot on her body. Every mark, every scratch, every bruise, and every scar those monsters created. I wanted to make her feel love and admiration. I wanted to show her how valuable and how beautiful is she.

I didn't leave a single spot without my lips kissing it. Her tummy was going up and down from her unsteady breath but she eventually started feeling calmer and relaxed. I was glad I could make her feel good with my touch.

Then I stopped and looked at her. Her eyes were closed and some tears had fallen in her eyes. She opened at them slowly trying to adjust to what she just felt and then she talked.

"Th-they, the-"

"They won't touch you again babydoll. As long as I'm here I won't let them touch you again"

I left her hands free and kissed her forehead. Then I took her into my embrace, caressing her soft skin with my thumb to calm her down.

YOUR POV

After everything that happened, I fell asleep in Taehyung's embrace. My head was on his hard chest and my hand wrapped his shirt tight not letting him go.

He is the first person to know about my past. I never had someone important to share it with, so it was just me and Jin. But with him is different. I felt like I could open my heart to him and let him know everything. Whatever was bothering me, my every insecurity and every bad thought.

The fact that he kissed my body to show me my value, proved me right. 

"Thank you. For everything." I looked at him and he slowly opened his eyes looking at me with a soft smile.

"Without you, I would still be a mess."

"At least you'd be my mess." He giggled.

"Can I ask you something?" I said and sit on the bed slowly so I won't get hurt. But while I did it Taehyung put his hands on my body to lift me easier.

"Of course, anything."  He said and I'm sure he waited for my next sentence.

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TAEYHUNG'S POV 

"Do you believe in soulmates?" Suddenly I heard her voice softly. It was hesitant and unsure. She asked looking at me. First I just lay there not knowing what to say to her.

"Like when you find someone and even though you know him for so little it feels like you've spent an eternity with them. When you feel your heart beating a thousand times faster when you think about them and every time they are in your sight, you feel butterflies in your stomach and your body heating up. Your cheeks becoming red and you, not being able to control it. When you sleep and the only thing you dream about is you being together and nothing and no one being able to separate you." She continues saying looking now at her hands, probably because she felt awkward.

"I do babydoll," I said and she started smiling.

YOUR POV

He said and the only thing I could do was smile.

He then came up to me and trapped my cheeks in his hands making me look at him and only him.

"I have no idea what this is and I have to admit it terrifies me. I have never experienced something like that ever before. Hell, I haven't even experienced something similar. I know everything is wrong but when I'm with you everything feels right. I can't describe the feelings I get whenever I'm seeing you in class struggling with something I'm saying or trying to figure out the answer to a question. I've found myself staring at you multiple times only to make sure I haven't missed anything from your perfect face." He said with the most caring stare I have ever witnessed.

"I don't know if this is called soulmates, love at first sight, or destiny but whatever it is I don't want it to end. I want you in my life and that's the only sure thing babydoll. And if I have to prove to you every single day how amazing and beautiful you are so be it. I'm willing to do it for the rest of my life." 

That was enough to kiss him. I crushed my lips to him without a second thought. I didn't care I didn't have much experience. The only thing I cared about was showing him that my feelings for him are mutual. 

I didn't care anymore if this was right on wrong. I didn't have much experience but what Taehyung made me feel was extraordinary and it was unforgettable. He manage to make me feel things I only read in books and I never thought were real. I'm living my fairytale and I don't want this to end. I care about Taehyung and I can go all the way with him.

I know being my professor is difficult and dangerous in every single way someone can see it but I can't stop myself anymore.

"I think we need to stop before this goes somewhere we don't want it to go," Taehyung said caressing my lip while bitting his.

"Y-yeah...you are right."

He took a deep breath and stopped talking for a while. He stared at me with sadness in his eyes and I started getting nervous.

"Y/n...I want you to tell me if something is wrong. What you've been through is so big deal but you stood on your feet and showed the world how strong you are. And you that's beautiful."

The only thing I could do was hug him. With teary eyes, I crashed my head to his strong chest while his long fingers were touching my hair gently so he won't hurt my head.

"Thank you for sharing with me all those dark secrets about you." He said whispering to my ear, sending chills down my spine.

"Thank you for being here for me when I needed you."

And after that, we didn't talk anymore. We just stayed in each other's embrace, hearing each other breathe to calm ourselves down after everything that happened today.

"I want to try this."
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