Obedience [Tae x Reader]✔️

Falling Apart {48}

YOUR POV

After our second night together everything took its' course and we couldn't have been any more better. I never thought my professor could have such an impact in my life and help me overcome any issue I had with my body. Being kissed in every single spot in my body and especially my breast made me see me differently.

Of course there I need more time to feel better with myself and let go off my past but with Tae by my side I know everything will become better. The next morning after I went to "get my phone" from Taehyung's house we ate breakfast together which er both made, even though it took us 2 whole hours to make. But I'm not the one t o blame.

Being with your boyfriend together and making breakfast can be more time can consuming that what I expected. We couldn't concentrate and make a proper pancake but after a lot of effort we made them and it was delicious.

But I think we something went wrong and I kept vomiting all morning. Maybe we put something we weren't supposed to. And I actually kept vomiting for a week straight. I think I had a food poisoning. Tae was worried about me but didn't have any choice than bring me home to Jin.

So I kept last week in bed eating soups and all. The boys kept visiting me all the time. Each day was for a single boy and now which is Sunday is Tae's turn.

I loved every day and but I can't hide that I feel more excited than ever having Taehyung here. "Hello my baby." The person I was longing to see finally came."Tae!" I rushed to him and hugged him, putting my legs the his waist and my arms around his neck while I hid my face to the crook of his." Hey hey! Are you sure you should be that active? It might be worse to get up from the bed in that state." He slowly told me and caressed my hair. I missed this. Him. A week away from him us enough to miss his voice, his touch, his aura, everything about me.

"My state? My state is just fine Tae. I'm already better. Besides, food poisoning is nothing rear. Many people can get sick." I let him know that I couldn't have been any more better.

"Baby...I-I think we need to talk..."  It was the second time ever I head him stuttering and this made me get off of him immediately. I know for Taehyung to act like that something is going on. He led me to the bed and we both sit. Like the time we talked in his bed. My hand on his and my worried expression waiting for him to talk. "I didn't tell you something because I didn't want to scare you or make you nervous and that's why I decided not to tell you. I didn't think it would be something but now I think I need to get it off of my chest." His eyes didn't look at mine once. Seeing him that anxious made me terrified. Taehyung is once of the most calm people I know and I just can't picture him like that. "What do you mean? What did you hide from me?" I answered him not wanting to wait any longer.
"Are you sure what you have is food poisoning baby?" What is he talking about? Of course I have food poisoning. The pancakes were pain in the ass and that's what caused me to vomit all week. What does he think I might-"No... N-no... There...there is no way."

There is no way I am pregnant. I can't be  pregnant. Tae used protection the last time we did it. I saw him. Yeah, that's right! No need to br worried right now. "Don't be stressed about it Tae. I can't be. You used protection, remember?"

Taehyung fixed his position and for the first time since he said that we need to talk, he looked at me. "That's the thing baby. The...the condom was ripped when I took it off and I don't know if it happened when I was inside of you or when I took it off."

My whole world collapsed. It can't be true. I can't be a mother. Not now at least. I just started university and me at Tae aren't that long together. What if he leaves me. What if I won't be able to deal with all the responsibilities a child needs? And what an Jin? He doesn't even know I'm with Taehyung. It's already huge the fact that I'm dating my professor but having a child with him? It's whole new level.

"N-no...no, no,no. Y-you are lying. I can't be pregnant. There is no way!" The room was spinning and my vision started getting blurry. This must be one of the biggest panic attacks I've ever had but I'm not in the right mindset to deal with it right now. I can't clam down and think properly when the possiblity of being pregnant is so high.

"I-I'm not sure baby but we can't be sure. Please take deep breaths and try not to panic. You don't seem so well." But I can't hear any more of the words he says.

My breathing is so unstable and fast. I can't help it anymore. I'm having the panic attack...

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