Obedience [Tae x Reader]✔️

Suspicious {38}

"What first time?" Jin's voice interrupted our moment and terror and goosebumps went down our spine the exact time. Now I'm dead.

"Oh hey Oppa! W-what are you doing here?" Why everything bad should happen to me? Can people just for one time don't make everything worse? How am I supposed to explain this to him now? Well done Jiminie...

"I came here to see if everything is alright since you are here for quite some time and I thought that submitting an essay wouldn't take that much." Well Jin, It would be better if you didn't step into my room. "Now please explain to me what first are you talking about." Jin was determined to find out and I was scared to say anything. Why don't you say something mochi? You were the one to create all this mess.

"Look Huyng, we were talking about the first time she auditioned. I'm sure she must have been very scared but she still manage to get the role. That's why I was curious to know how she felt." Just in time Jimin. "Oh, alright..." 

"Why hyung, what did you think?" I was curious myself. Don't tell me he-

"N-no nothing, just asking out of curiosity. I-if anything is on your mind I'm here Candy. You know that." "Of course, I know that, thank you Oppa. Now let's go to continue our game night. But no more Truth or Dare."

"Sure candy, but I thought you enjoyed it. Did everything go alright with the essay?"

"What essay?"

"The essay you had to submit? That's why you came here in the first place..." God, how stupid can I be?

"O-oh yeah...Everything was just fine I submitted just in time." I said and hold both Jin's and Jimin's arms and dragged them with me out of there. Jimin's facial expression was like he wanted to murder me for almost saying I didn't have an essay.

DAYS LATER

Days have passed since the last time we were all together playing games. Days have passed since Jimin told me he knew about me and Tae and since the auditions.  We were doing many practicing about the play. Everyone was happy with their roles except for Lia. You could still see in her eyes how much hate she had towards me and the fact I took the main role didn't help either. 

We still haven't practiced the kiss scene. It's the last one so we have some time until then. I've been a little distanced towards Taehyung to tell you the truth. It's not that I don't talk to him or anything like that. But I still can't get out of my head the wet dream he had. It's not that I'm upset or angry or even insecure about that. I'm just shy towards him. 

I know we have already done it but talking about his dream with so much discretion made me feel things I've never felt before. I'm happy he dreamed about me like that. It actually boosts my confidence. I just feel anxious at the same time. What if I'm not enough? Or if I'm not good? What if I can't make his dream come true? 

With this kind of parents, I became very introverted and my self-confidence became as low as Jin's ugliness. 

But I try to be a better person for the guys, for Jin and Taehyung. That's why I decided to tell him my thoughts today after class. For now, I'm with Logan in his class while he is helping the other students with their roles. Besides, the Christmas holidays and the performance is in one week.

"How is it going with your role Logan?" I asked him, taking his gaze from his phone. "Great, I'm almost done with all of my lines. I really like that role and I came even closer with Mr. Kim. He is a nice guy." This was what I needed to hear today to be a little more ready for my confession to Tae. "I'm glad to hear that."

"How is going with your lines though? I know they are a lot. It's the main character we are talking about." His full attention now was on me and his phone was left on the desk turned off. "Don't remind me, Logan, it's indeed a lot. Thank god my memory is photographic and I can remember things easily. I think I'll ask for Mr. Kim to practice with me a little as well." Logan took a deep breath and supported his head with his hand. His gaze was still on me. "What's wrong?" 

"Do you like Mr. Kim?" left Logan's mouth as whispered. That was one of the things I liked about him. When he wanted to ask something important he would always be district and would never make me uncomfortable. "W-what are you talking about?" Why everyone is so suspicious of us? Are we not that careful? These past few days as I already said we were a little distant from each other. Me because of my anxiety and Tae because he was trying to be ready with the play and all the preparations. So why is he asking?

"Y'/n, we've been friends for a couple of months now, and let me tell you I've learned about you a lot. You are like my sister. When she likes someone or she is interested in him she has that look on her face that is so unique and you can't think otherwise than that she likes him. You are so common, you can't look at anyone else but them even if there are thousands of others in the room. Your eyes are full of million little stars while your cheeks have the infamous shade of red when they caught you starring.  You are the same Y/n. You have the same expression on your face while looking at him." I didn't realize what he was saying was true until I caught myself looking at him and indeed feeling my face heating up when he caught me starring at him while flashing me a small smile. And then I thought Jimin was overreacting.

So, at that moment I just told him what I was thought. "He is drop-dead gorgeous, you can't deny that." And I took the same passion as Logan. I supported my head with my hand and continued looking like the man of my dreams.

"I can see how much you like him Y/n and I won't be in your way because I'm your friend and I care about you. I care about you so much I should let go..."

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