Obedience [Tae x Reader]✔️

Trust {20}

YOUR POV

"Omg ...You scared me to death!" I said while holding my bathrobe close to me not  letting him see anything that's not beautiful. Actually, almost everything but anyway.

"This is nothing compared to what you did to me. Now I see, I'm just in time for the party...hm?" He started taking slowly steps towards me while I started going backwards not letting him near me as much as I can since I can't and don't want him to see me like that.

"H-How d-did you ca-came in the first p-place?" Taking more steps back." I know where the spare keys are. Jin is my best friend, don't forget that."

Unfortunately, my bathroom is not so big and eventually I didn't have much space to go somewhere else and I was now stuck between his arms and in front of the wall.

Our faces were inches away and out lips were almost touching.

"Taehuyng...n-no...s-stay a-away fr-from m-me.." His gaze now became dark and his face was now not so close to mine but I couldn't relax properly since his face was staring deep into my soul creating goosebumps and terror down my spine.

"What are you talking about babydoll? Why would I stay away from you?" He asked me and his face was full of question and anxiety."Because...I-I-aahh...I-Im n-naked... " This is driving me crazy. The nervousness took over my body and I could barely make a proper sentence without shuttering.

"Babydoll...Why are you talking like that? Of course you are naked, you just came out of the bathroom and also, that's what it makes it even better.." His voice was now sweet and caring and full of compassion. The exact opposite of what his face was a minute ago. His veiny hand was caressing my cheek with his big thump.

"Yeah for you, not for me...I don't want to be naked right now..." My hands couldn't stop holding tight my bathrobe and keeping my gaze to the floor to not make this even more awkward.

But Taehyung's hand was now under my face to lift it up and create eye contact which I couldn't break anymore. "I never wanted to make you uncomfortable babydoll. I always want to do things with you and both be comfortable, happy and satisfied. But I never thought my appearance here could put you in that position." His voice was so caring but deep at the same time to make himself understandable.

I took a deep breath and left a sigh and was ready to tell him one more secret. One more deep secret I'm holding to myself for years and one more insecurity. "It's not you Tae... it's me..." Now, I by myself decided to create an eye contact to make him believe my words because I wasn't joking and I wanted to make him realize that since I was the only one at fault for making him feel like he did something wrong or he stepped over the line which was totally wrong. The exact opposite actually. He always makes me feel loved and I don't want him to think otherwise.

"Babydoll..., What are you talking about? Why this is your fault?" He was confused and of course I understood him, since I'm a mess and I confuse him all the time with my issues.

‌"Taehyung...let me say one thing which is something I haven't told anyone, not even Jin, but I know I can trust you and you proved me thousands of times so far."
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"You don't have to tell me anything if you are not ready."

"But I want to.. Because I think I finally found someone I can trust and know he won't judge me."

"Jin won't judge you either babydoll...You know you can tell him everything."

"I know, I just don't want to burden him with any more of my issues and problems in general."

"I understand, but I'm always here for you whatever you need, alright?" He gave me a soft peck on the lips and he stared back at my eyes.

"Well...What I wanted to tell you is that...I am insecure...About a loft of things...I don't know how to be sexual with you or pleasure you but I'm ready to find out with you and this is something that doesn't scare me anymore.... But what scares me is the step before that.... I'm mostly insecure about my b-body...a-and that's w-why I d-didn't want you t-to come in..." I was wishing inside me not to creeped him or made him uneasy with what I said.

At first he didn't say anything. He looked deep in my eyes scanning my face looking for any kind of expression but the only thing he would notice was fear and awkwardness."I'm glad you want to learn things with me babydoll, I'm really glad. Your trust means the world to me. After everything you went through is only logical for you to feel uncomfortable and uneasy many times. But this doesn't mean you should be insecure. You are beautiful and the most talented girl I have ever seen. If I need to spend the rest of my life kissing every part of your body and letting you see yourself the way I do, them I don't mind at all."

His words created something new inside of me. My stomach filled with butterflies and turned upside down." You haven't seen my body Taehyung. Once you'll see it I know how you'll react. When someone managed to see more of my skin, their expression always changes to the worst..., And I won't blame you for doing the same..." His face was now touching my noise while his gaze was on me without breaking the eye contact which was created right after I was done talking. His hand was caressing my cheek with his thumb slowly, while his other was holding my waist right above my butt making me be closer to him.

"Tae I-." I couldn't even complete my sentence when his lips crashed into mind and he slowly but lustfully sneaked his tongue inside my mouth making me leave a moan full of passion. He cought me of guard but if this is how I would feel every time then I don't mind at all.

"I don't want to hear you say something like that again. You hear me. I won't let you. For me you are perfect. In everything. So please don't say those hurtful things about yourself because you are hurting me as well." He said and then I was ready to tell him something I know I would caught him of guard as well.

"I'm ready."

That was the end of the chapter.
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