Obedience [Tae x Reader]✔️

Lucky {28}

Jin should never know about this video...

YOUR POV

I just woke up. Why God is punishing me like that? I'm in pain, I feel uncomfortable, I need to tell Tae about it eventually and Jin wants to learn about the video

"God! Oppa can we just leave it! I'm n pain right now and I want to rest. You can see the video whenever you want. J-just please...aish.." I don't know what is wrong with me. I just want to cry. I never thought what my dad did in the past was what I'm facing right now. I've never told anyone what he did when he was drunk and he was coming to my room. He was locking the room that's why Jin thought he was hitting me. If only... He thought he was locking the door so Jin won't be able to get in and help me.

But that wasn't the reason why my father was locking the door every time we was coming to my room

It was far worse. 

With my sudden outburst, I bought both Tae's and Jin's stares right away.

"Hey, candy! Relax, I'm sorry I didn't know I annoyed you or made you cry. I was just really looking forward to seeing your video especially since Taehyung said it was great. I didn't mean to overwhelm you. I'm sorry. I-I'll go get some fresh air. Tae please keep an eye on her." He was so sad and left my room immediately.

My sobs filled the room right away and Taeh hold my hand once again while giving me a tight hug I never thought I needed this much." Shh baby...I'm here. You know you can always talk to me. I don't know what happened to you and I hope I wasn't the cause of it but please promise me to calm down. I hate seeing you cry You know that."

"I'm so sorry T-Tae" My voice cracked. " I never wanted to ruin the perfect night we shared." I didn't know what came over me but I couldn't stop crying. All these years I thought my past didn't bother me anymore but I guess I was wrong. My past can't stop hunting me.

"You never ruined anything baby. It was the most magical night I ever had in my life and I wouldn't change anything. I'm so lucky you trusted me enough to give your virginity to me and I hope you can also tell me why you are laying in a hospital bed right now. But only when you are ready." He caressed my cheek with his thump and manage to calm me. 

The power this man holds.

"As for Jin don't worry, I know him enough years to tell you that he is just worried about you and he doesn't want to annoy you or hurt you in any way as your parents did. I don't know if has ever told you about it but he is trying his best to make your foster about your awful past and just replace every bad memory with a good one. He loves you so much and he can't see you in pain. Me neither. So please take some rest. I don't want you to be here ever again. Only when you are pregnant with my children and easy to give birth."

The last words were not that clear since  Taehying whispered while saying the last sentence but I manage to understand clearly what he said.  I never thought about having children this early. Of course, I want to have someday and if this person was Taehyung then it would be a dream come true. I know some people might think that what Tae and I have might be just a fling because we are moving too fast but you can never prevent love. You never know when it'll happen but when it does you need to wrap it around your fingers and never let it go.

Since I'm studying directing and screenwriting and I'm always into books I'm a helpless romantic. That's the reason why I'm also one of the people who believe in love at first sight. Yes, it's something that happens rarely but when you see that person you know they are different.

I'll never forget the first time I saw him in class how I felt. The intense eye content we shared said it all. So no. For me, we are not moving too fast. Life is too short to be anxious about such things and surely love isn't one of them.

"Have I ever told you how amazing you are? I've no idea what I would have done without you Tae..." I let him know. Because if we think about it he has helped me more times than I can count.

"I'm not amazing babydoll. But I know I try my best for you and our relationship and I'll always be by your side. And when you are ready to tell me what happened and you are hurt down there, I'll be ready to hear you carefully."

The only thing I could do at that moment was to crush my lips into his and show him how much he means to me. "I love you Kim Taehyung."

"I love you Lee Y/n"

DAYS LATER

Days have passed since I left the hospital and many more weeks when finally  Christmas break is just around the corner. I still haven't told Tae about what got me into hospital and why I was hurt in my vagina but he never pushed me to tell him either. The exact opposite. 

He is waiting for when I'll be ready to share it with him. 

As for Jin, the small argument we had at the hospital that day was solved the same day. After some hours he came to my room again and we talked it out. We said sorry and everything was fine again between us. He also told me he can be a pain in the butt but he was just worried.

Right now I'm a lot better. And today is the last but one week of university before the Christian break. The last few days were all busy since we are working on a play we'll show before the break and Taehyung is full of work on how to organize it and find roles for everyone.

"Alright, class. You all know about the Christmas play we are working on since some of you have given me your idea about the play. I'll start by telling the names of the students who gave me their script and then we'll go to the multiple-use class to announce the roles and to do an audition."

Many girls started cheering and laughing and clapping their hands. I would be like them knowing Mr. Kim is going to be the main lead role. That means that if someone has written in their script about the main roles kissing I need to win this audition. Or else I have to face a Taehyung being kissed by a student who won't be me.

 At least let's hope it won't be Lia.

THAT WAS THE END OF THE CHAPTER! 

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