Obedience [Tae x Reader]✔️

Your Way {45}

"Shh...baby. Take deep breaths and count with me.

"I- I don't k-know...how e-easy that can b-e T-Tae.." I could start seeing the room spinning. My body was becoming hotter every second that was passing by and I could feel my legs being numb.

The are now wasn't enough to fill my lungs with enough oxygen and my breathing was unstable. I was trying to hold from somewhere. Have an anchor that will keep me there with my eyes open and prevent me from hitting the hard floor from fainting.

Taehyung was my anchor. I had my hands holding tight his one hand and the other was twisting his hoodie. I tried to concentrate on his handsome face but easier said than done...

I could see him talking to me, probably trying to calm me down but at that moment all I could see was a Taehyung without being able to hear his voice.

I started feeling my lids becoming heavier. I knew I didn't have much time until I would collapse. My hold soften and I was ready to let go of Taehyung.

Until I got the air. I could slowly feel my lungs getting oxygen again. Just like the first time. A deja vu that seems to follow me around.

This kiss had nothing to do with the previous ones we've shared. Because this was holding so many memories of our love and how everything started just like now. If I didn't have a panic attack the first day of college who knows if I would have Taehyung by my side now. If I would be able to kiss him and spend time with him. To love him. To care for someone and take but also take care of him.

"I'm here babe. I got you. You have nothing to worry about. Not as long as I'm here." He said through the kiss and after he managed to calm me down.

"I'm so sorry Tae. I'm so sorry I'm so messed up. I-I just can't shake off the t-thought of my mind that someone like you wants to be with so-someone like me." I sobbed into his embrace. My forehead was touching his and his one hand was caressing the back of my head while the other was holding my waist tightly.

"No one is a perfect babe. We all have our demons. But the important thing is to fight them and pass over them without losing ourselves in the process." His hand which was previously on my head is now on my cheek.

"I want to show you how much you mean to me. I want to show you how much I care about you and how you are the only person in my life who makes me feel extraordinary. Will you late me? But I want you to listen to me." His voice was soft and calm and his stare was piercing mine.

TAEHYUNG'S POV

All this time I didn't even consider thinking how bad Y/n would feel with my behavior. I was selfish and only cared about what I thought was right and not what she would think I was doing.

I believed I was protecting her by keeping my distance. But of what it seems I was doing everything but that. I knew how insecure she is about herself but I still decided to act like an asshole and didn't even let her know my intentions.

If only was I honest from the start, she wouldn't be having a panic attack right now ready to crush onto the floor. I was anticipating if she'll let me do what I asked her for. Her permission. Her approval. It was everything for me

Y/n doesn't know a lot about me. Before I met her, I was in a relationship for years. We were doing great. She was the love of my life. Or at least that was what I thought. I caught her cheating on me with my friend. I was best friends with her brother but when I told him her actions, he stood up for her and made me seem crazy and like I was overreacting.

She hurt me the most and made me feel so insecure about myself. Through the years the boys helped overcome that phase and now when I come across people with the same issue I want to help them overcome it just like the boys helped me.

But I have my own solution for it. And If I want this to work with Y/n I need her approval. "I-I do..Y-you know I do.." her shaky voice was the answer to my question. Her consent was everything I needed and I was ready for my plan.

Operation: making my baby feel beautiful starts right now.

"Thank you for trusting me. But before we start I want you to give me some things." I turned into my professor mode and cupped her face. "Like what?"

"I want your body, I want you to listen to me and overall I want your obedience- but before you freak out let me tell you that whatever I'm about to do will be for your own good, and harming you is not in my vocabulary."

"You have it all Tae...You know I trust you. I-I'm yours. I'll be yours for tonight and forever. You can do whatever you want with me. You have complete control over me..." Music to my ears.

It didn't take long for me after I heard those magical sentences to grab her softly and put her in my bed, hovering above her and kissing her deep and slow...

That was the end of the chapter.
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