Protective ~ Loki x OC

Part forty//date.

Loki noticed Olesia seemed down, she was acting kind of quiet, and was keeping to herself. She hadn't been like this for a while, though he knew it was because of Tony. He was constantly texting her number, using her friends' numbers, and searching for her. Then he stopped, after their latest fight, he stopped looking. Of course Loki wanted to help, and cheer her up. 

But how?

As much as Loki wished he could take the pain away from her, he can't. She's mastered keeping her block up without realizing, and now? She has it up all the time, Loki can't look into her mind, he can't put magic on her. 

Not sure how she did this, though he understands. Olesia hates magic being put on her, and now that she has this block up it's like a force field for magic users. Wanda can't even penetrate it, and she's a powerful being. 

There are times, where she lets it down. Loki and if Wanda is around, they can hear her. Her thoughts are screaming at her, every fight, every horrible word, fight, beating, attack, it all hits her. Every day and every morning, though she blocks it out.

Her block is this wall that wraps around her thoughts, and only she can hear them. It made it easier for her to focus on and deal with, though when she had it down he'd constantly ask if she was okay, so she left it up. Then the times it disappears and she can focus on people, and conversations, and magic users can hear it all. The main reason why the fight with her dad is so hard to talk about and focus on, is because her block was down. 

Everything was hitting her like a brick when she almost lost Peter, those few minutes she was crying at the edge of the jet. Her block vanished, and she felt as though everything was her fault. Putting his near death experience on her, then her dad kicked her out, she couldn't handle it. 

Loki knew she was strong, hel if she wasn't she may possibly not be here. He had tried to get her out of bed, try to go on a walk, just watch some television. But for the past two days she hasn't moved, she's eaten two bowls of fruit, and three glasses of water. 

That's it.

Loki stood from the couch, after all his thought he had enough. He was ready to help his girlfriend, ensure she would be okay. He moved through the apartment, walking to the bedroom. He walked to the bed, and turned her body over, Olesia grumbled as she looked at him.

"I'm not feeling it today." She said, her hands swiping over her oily face.

"I don't care, I'm taking you out. You have two hours to get ready, get up." He said, Olesia sighed. Pulling the sheets back over her, she yawned.

"Olesia, please." He said, hope in his tone. Olesia threw the sheets off of her and sat up.

"Better be a damn good date." She mumbled, standing up. Loki smiled to himself, following her to the bathroom.

Loki and Olesia were now in the shower, no funny business. Loki was helping her shower, as of right now he was massaging shampoo into her scalp. She completely relaxed into him, unsure of why she was blocking him out, but was too tired, mentally, to let anyone in.

She knew as soon as the block was down, he'd start trying to help her out. But she didn't want to be babied, half of the reason as to why she's not dropping it. Loki's fingers left her head and she opened her eyes with a small sigh, she moved her body so she was under the water. She leant her head back and the water rinsed out the soap.

Feeling bad about how she was treating him, she leaned forward once the soap was out and placed a quick kiss to his lips with a small smile. Trying to tell him, she'll be okay, just needs time.