Doll Or Darling

Part 14

4 months left, then you guys won't be forced to deal with me anymore how do you feel?

Not ready but at the same time also very excited. Bucky said

I don't know what I would even do once I am able to leave the tower. Loki says 

All of you were on friendlier terms now. You were still cautious because you knew that if you did something wrong one of them would snap and they would start fighting. And the last thing we need in the tower is for a god and a super solider to start fighting. But occasionally every once in a while one of them starts flirting with you and the other one will give you a look. Making it super awkward to continue. But luckily that didn't happen often otherwise all hell would break loose. You honestly couldn't wrap your head around the fact that both of these very very attractive men had feelings for you. It honestly made you very self conscious because what if you weren't good enough for them and what if they left you for someone better. You thought maybe that was the reason you weren't ready for a relationship because you weren't ready to be hurt again.

Y/N are you ok? Loki asks

Oh yeah I am fine I just zoned out.

Are your alright doll you have been doing that a lot recently.

Yeah I am ok guys. Now do i need to force you to go train for asking me silly questions or would you like to sit and watch a movie. 

Movie. they said in sync 

Alright then, I think now i want to introduce you guys into DISNEY. We are gonna start with a classic "The Lion King". 

What is it about? Bucky asks 

You are going to have to watch and see.

Fine. He says rolling his eyes a little bit 

"Come and sit down" you motioned to them. You can't watch a movie standing behind the couch plus I need to keep my eyes on you both.

They both came and sat on opposite sides of you. They squeezed you tightly in the middle but you didn't dare move. You had to sit a little uncomfortably but it was the price you had to pay for not choosing between them. You had to sit straight up and you couldn't lean your head on them because then the other would get jealous. It was for little things like this that made you really angry with yourself. But at the same time very happy because if you hadn't told them and continued your secret relationships then it would be a lot more stress, rather than these little inconveniences. After the movie was done both of them had fallen asleep on you which kind of annoyed you because you really wanted them to watch the movie. You quickly but gently moved Loki and teleported yourself and Bucky into Bucky's room. Once you made sure that Bucky was all settled in his bed without waking him you went back for Loki. But by the time you got back Loki had woken up.

"Sorry, I tried my best not to wake you." You said softly 

"Its alright Darling."

"It's not you looked so peaceful, I really tried to not wake you." You say feeling guilty knowing that you could've moved Loki first and he would still be sleeping. 

He walks towards you making very slow steps.

"Darling it's alright, I needed to wake up anyways." He says eagerly 

"What do you mean?"

"Nothing, don't worry about it."

"Ummm, ok?." You say leaving the living room very confused.