Unexpected allies (lokixreader pov)

Time to confess (alternate ending)

You've come into your room but instead of starting to pack up you fall into your bed and curl up into a ball, covering yourself with the silky covers. How could he do this? you were sure he acted genuine around you whenever you were with him;. Especially when you told him about being adopted, you thought you saw the real Loki. He is a trickster god after all. You felt dumb. Tears rolled down your face onto your pillow. "I don't want to go yet." You sobbed into your bed. You've had a lovely time on Asgard but Loki had ruined it. Thor wasn't helpful either. At least he tried to protect you from his brother but the damage was already done. You muffled your own sounds with the soft pillows. You felt safer inside your little cocoon. The isolation of the covers had kept you from hearing someone entering your chambers. Your body trembled from crying but lied completely still as you felt something weigh down the mattress. Slowly, you peeked out from underneath your cover to see who sat on your bed. It was Loki. His ink black hair fell down on his shoulders and accentuated his pale skin. The skin around his eyes was red. Had he been crying? You sniffled and threw your head down on your pillows again. "What do you want?", you sneered at him.

The tall god sat uncomfortable knowing he wasn't welcome, especially in your bed, so close to you. He sighed and said; "(y/n), what you heard.. That wasn't what I really meant. I was trying to-" "I don't want your made up excuses Loki", you sobbed, louder than intended. Loki let his head down in defeat. How was he supposed to fix this? You were so close to him and all he wanted was to hold you tight, kiss your rosy lips until you would forgive him and give him a chance to explain. "Please, look at me (y/n)", the prince begged softly. You hesitated but the soft pleading in Loki's voice made you want to be close to him. So, you sat up in your bed, wiping the wetness from your face and looked at the god's emerald green eyes. "I didn't mean it. I was angry at Thor for-, I was furious. He thinks I've been tricking you and in my fury I spat out unreasonable things. I shouldn't have said any of it, none of it was true.", Loki blurted out. After scrambling himself together again he calmly edged closer to you. The look in your eyes softened as he talked. His voice alone could mesmerize you. One kiss would probably make you forget any of this had happened. A blush formed on your cheeks thinking about the divine man, knowing he was right in front of you left you somewhat embarrassed. "Why did you say all those things then? What made you so angry at Thor?", you questioned him. Patiently waiting for the handsome prince to answer, you took in his appearance. He seemed... uncomfortable? No, more like, nervous. "Do I make you nervous, Loki?", you blurted out before realising you said that at loud instead of in your mind. You gazed down quickly at your hands playing with a loose thread on the silky blanket.

Loki gave you a quick glance and was relieved you weren't looking back at him. As much as he loved eyes locking intensely, this wasn't the situation he wanted that to happen. He hesitated before confessing; "Yes, you make me nervous." You frowned and asked why. "Because.. I don't want you to think I'm a monster like the rest does. You're too imp-, uh I care for what you think of me." You sniggered at his words; "Really? You wouldn't sat that from how you talked about me earlier." Loki got more and more frustrated about how he couldn't make you see the truth. "You didn't hear the whole conversation (y/n)!", he exclaimed harsher than intended. You jumped a little, startled buy Loki's sudden change of mood. He continued; "Before you heard those untrue words, I told Thor.." He sighed, it was difficult for him to confess his feelings for you as he didn't want to scare you away. He was hesitating whether he should tell you or not. perhaps it was easier not to say anything and leave things as they were. "What? Loki, what did you tell him?" , you insisted. "I told him how I feel about you. That I have fallen for you..", Loki's heart raced in his chest, he was scared you could hear it pound from where you sat. His pale skin had turned rosy from keeping his emotions in and controlling himself not to grab hold of your face to kiss you. Your eyes widened hearing Loki confess. Your lips parted slightly wanting to speak but you didn't know what to say. 'He fell for me?' The muscles in your body tensed, you could feel electricity tingling throughout your veins. All you wanted to do was give in to the urge to fling your arms around his neck but you held back. Until you couldn't anymore. Swiftly, you edged closer to him, flung your arms around him and one hand holding the back of his head. You pressed your lips on his, they felt cold but welcoming and soft at the same time. Loki let out a soft moan of relief and surprise when you kissed him. Your fingers played with the strands of his soft black locks and rubbed softly on his nape. As your kiss got more passionate with every passing second, you felt your heart beat faster. Loki's hands found their way to your face and held you tightly. He pulled away from the intimate kiss to breathe and as he rested his forehead against yours he spoke softly; "You won't believe how long I've wanted you to do that." A smile spread across your face; "Same here, majesty." You let out a breath while he smiled. "It sounds even better when you say it." You chuckled until Loki pulled you back into a heated kiss. Once you parted again Loki glanced out the window and noticed how dark it had gotten. He turned to you and asked; "Are you still leaving tonight?" The last thing you wanted was to leave now that you had just discovered Loki's feelings for you. "Hmm, i think I might stay a little longer, if you'll have me.", you batted your eyelashes at the prince and pouted your lips. Loki smiled at your little play and answered; "I guess I wouldn't mind having you around a bit longer." You gasped and playfully hit him on his shoulder. To which Loki added; "With a few conditions of course." His words made you frown, Loki explained; "We will have to keep this to ourselves for a while, I don't think Thor or my parents will be too happy if they find out what we're up to." The gods reasoning made sense to you but that didn't mean you were happy about it. Your sadness showed on your face which Loki noticed. He reached his index finger and thumb to your chin and lightly stroked it ; "Don't worry princess, it won't be forever. Just for now." You enjoyed his touch on your skin. His touch felt cold but warm at the same time. After a few seconds you looked at him with big eyes and asked; "What's the other condition?" "Ah yes, it's more a request than a condition actually.", Loki said as he intertwined his fingers with yours. He looked at you with wonder in his green eyes and politely asked; "Would you like to stay with me tonight?" You smiled and enthousiastically answered; "Of course I want to stay with you." Loki raised his  brow and added; "I mean.. in my chambers? I understand if you'd rather not it's just.. I would love to fall asleep with you in my arms." You couldn't help but blush at the prince's innocent request. "I'd be delighted. Let me grab some things." you jumped up from your bed and grabbed a silky black nightgown, a toothbrush and your favourite pillow. "You know, I do have more than one pillow on my bed." Loki grinned as he watched you skip excitedly around your room. "Oh right." You smiled and threw the pillow at him. "Oopsies!" The pillow hit Loki right on the side of his face. He stroked his jaw and slowly turned to look at you. In a deep voice he playfully said; "Oh, you're going to regret that.." He jumped up from the mattress and lunged at you. In a swift motion he picked you up and tossed you on his shoulder. As you dangled upside down, face nearly aligned with the man's butt, you protested and screamed of surprise. "Hey, put me down giant!"

In a flash, a green light surrounded yours and Loki's figure and just as fast it dissapeared again. Loki swung you around and dropped you on his bed. He had teleported you both to his  bedroom with his magic. You were dazed for a moment as you didn't realize how you suddenly ended up in a different bed. When you looked around the room and saw nothing than dark green, black and golden accents, you were pretty sure this was Loki's bedroom. Most of his furniture was made of black or gold metal. On one side on the room there was a huge window through which you could see a breathtaking view of Asgard's city. You lifted yourself from the bed and walked over to the window with your jaw dropped. "Wow.. It's gorgeous." Loki stood by the bed and looked at the beautiful girl in front of him. "Yes, it is." You turned to him and blushed; "The view, silly." The prince slowly paced towards you and wrapped his arms around your waist. "You.. are the only view I have eyes for." You gave him a peck on the lips and he plannted a soft kiss on your forehead. Wrapping your arms around his while he held you, you twirled around to watch the lights of the city glow in the night and you rested your head back onto Loki's chest. He whispered something in your ear but you didn't understand it. "Hmm? What did you say?" Loki spun you around and grabbed your hand as he lead you to his bed. He didn't say a word which made you frown curiously at him. Once you reached the bed, the trickster god snapped his fingers which changed your clothes into the silky nightgown you had left on his bedsheets. You looked down at your body in surprise and then back at Loki. He had done the same for him but instead of him wearing pyjamas, he stood there almost barenaked except for a pair of black underwear. The moonlight reflected on the god's celestial body. His pale skin seemed to shine as it hugged his muscular yet lean torso. When he turned around to step into bed, you stared at his back muscles. Besides the muscles on his toned back you also noticed some scars. Loki had settled under the covers now and patted his hand on the emerald green covers. You woke up from your daydream and stepped into bed. At first, you felt uncomfortable just laying there, not knowing what to do with your hands or body but the prince quickly turned on his side to look at you. You did the same and looked into Loki's eyes. You shared another loving kiss before turning around to lay spooned with your lover. The god held his arms tight around body and kissed your temple before closing his eyes. "You're a miracle.", he whispered. you smiled and with closed eyes you responded; "and you're mine."

This is the end of this story. Let me know what you think!

PS; this was an alternate ending to the story without smut. If you want to read the smut version, check the part "A very heated apology", posted before this one.

Happy reading <3