JJ | Rafe - Oneshots

Protect Him | Angst

I had to take a shower. I had to.

NOW!!

I can't describe how disgusting I felt. It's like my skin was rotting. His hand were everywhere.

I broke down in my shower, curling up and letting the cold water wash my trauma away. What was I supposed to do??

I can't tell anyone. Not Pope, not John B. And... and I'll never ever tell JJ. He can't get arrested again. It will just cause him more trouble.

It's just... I don't feel like keeping it to myself. I can't keep it inside, I'll just go insane.

I heard the door slam open and Kie chuckling. She asked if I was ready for tonight event and was answered by silence.

"Close the door!!", I can trust her. She won't tell anyone. "I got rape. But Topper. But you won' t tell anyone. You won't tell Pope or John B. And you definitely won't ever tell JJ."

The curtains slowly opened and I felt arms around my shoulder.

"It's just... I had to tell someone. And I trust you. I don't want JJ to get arrested again. He'll go to jail. I just can't.", she entered the shower and sat in front of me.

"But you can't let him hurt you without fighting back.", she was so angry, she couldn't think straight.

"They are rich, they'll always win. I just have to protect the one I love. I love JJ, I'll protect him. I can't cause him trouble right now. He already have so much trouble. You understand??"

She sighed, "I'm going to sink his boat again."

I chuckled, it's just, she understood. I thought everyone would just reject my choice. Me hiding it. To protect the Pogues. It's important. For me, at least.

We stayed at the château. We watched some drama or some TV show. Just for me to forget. The feelings in my chest, it wasn't pleasant but it wasn't horrible. She was just here and it was enough.

Until John B and Pope appeared in front of the TV, panic in their eyes.

"Y/N, you-you have to come with us. It's just-we couldn't calm him.", "He's fighting Rafe and Topper and we can't stop him. If they call the police, he's fuck."

We jumped on the HMS Pogues, leaving the Cut for the other side of the island. As soon as I saw the beach, they were tons of people around the fight. All screaming and laughing.

I tried to past through, but the crowd was drowning me. I screamed his name trying to catch his attention but the music was too loud.

I looked around. Searching for something to break the fight. I grabbed some kind of metal bar and broke through the enormous crowd.

Rafe was arguing with John B while Sarah and some other girls were trying to get them to calm down. I ran to JJ and slammed the metal bar on Topper's back. "EVERYONE STOP ACTING STUPID!! LEAVE RIGHT NOW!!"

I heard sirens approaching and grabbed JJ's arms who was still beating Topper. "We need to leave you dumbass!!", he just froze and grabbed my hand.

The way home was silent. Kie cursing under her breath, JB and Pope trying to calm down and JJ curld up around me his face buried in my neck.