Paralyzed

The Little Things

Kenzies POV

I woke up the next morning to a cloudy sky, and the PJ's I wore the night before. I don't really understand how I got from my couch to my bed, but I did. 

I walked down the hall into the guest room Harry was staying in. But when I opened the door Harry wasn't in there. I walked down the hall into my combined kitchen and living room. No one was there. I checked both bathrooms, no one was there. I checked my fucking closet, he was... still not there. Confused and a little hurt, I paced. Where could he have gone? Why did he go? I thought we hit it off last night. I laughed at what he said, he laughed at what I said. He would say something cute and id blush, he'd say something perverted and id hit him. It was a good night! We even, if I can recall correctly, cuddled. Maybe he has feelings for me. Maybe he is feeling how I am, conflicted about every thing, about the whole situation. Maybe he was scared and ran, scared of feeling something real for once. Maybe he was abducted by Aliens or a space monkey named Dan. OR maybe he wanted some ice cream and went out for some. I dont know. 

I pulled out a tub of chocolate ice cream from the freezer and sat on my sofa, I turned on my tv to the music channel. I looked at my window and noticed rain drops began to fall, splattering water onto the glass. The sound of it all made me want more, I pulled a chair up next to my window. I looked down at the lucky people who became prisoners of the falling water. There was a sea of umbrella of all different colors, oh how silly these people were. If I was them I would not shun the rain from my face, but embrace every cold drop that touched my white skin. I would bathe in the gift of nature and smell the fresh air. I couldnt help it, I wanted to smell the rain, I opened my window and a cool breeze of wind flew in, filling my nostrils with the pleasant sent I was longing for. A few drops would come into my house but I didnt mind. I was now content. I felt relaxed and happy. I sat in my chair and began to continue eating my ice cream. 

Then I saw a man. A tall man, his hair was soaked and he held a rather large suitcase. He was coming into my building, but before he entered he looked up. His hair was soaked and everywhere, sticking mostly to his forehead, but it was his eyes that gave him away. His green eyes. When his eyes met mine we both smiled at the same time. As I was soaking in the sight of him I noticed that when he smiled he had deep dimples. They were so cute. My heart raced faster. One because he looked sexy and Two he was still here and coming up. With a suitcase. With a suitcase. No. No. Hell no, he's crazy if he thinks he is moving in with me. 

Harry disappeared into the building. I closed my window and put my ice cream back in the fridge. I sat on the couch casually as I waited for him to walk in.

“Hello,” a raspy voice said as the door opened and closed. 

“Hey, where did ya go?” I asked

“Well love I needed some new clothes. I cant just live in these forever.” he smirked.

“Oh...”

“Dont worry I didnt really leave, I just dropped by Nialls to pick up and borrow his clothes.” he said reassuringly. 

“Okay, well go change, and blow dry your hair! Youre gonna catch a cold!” I said.

“Oh, sorry, yes Mum” He smiled.

I was now relieved, I dont know why I was, but I was. 

Harry was in the bathroom blow drying his hair or at least 20 minutes. I just sat on the couch with my glasses on, reading a magazine.

“Well, someones dolled up,” Harry walked into the living room.

I just smiled and shook my head. 

“Don't get me wrong though, the glasses are sexy. We should roll play sometime. You can be the angry librarian and I can be the bad boy whos book is over due” He smirked.