Paralyzed

Birthday Celebration

Harrys POV

Our bodies laid closed together, intertwined. We fit together perfectly. The blankets were scattered around the trunk of Liams black expedition. It was a tight squeeze, but I can't really complain. I loved being close to her. I loved feeling the beat of her heart start to speed up whenever I touched her. It was 9 a.m, still Kenzies birthday. The night before was fantastic. I tried my hardest to make it special for her, and I am pretty sure I accomplished that goal. 

We spent all day at the beach, she asked me what was in the suitcase when she woke up. I brought clothes, money, and her camera. I explained to her that I went to her apartment to get her stuff, thats why it took me longer to get home. Kenzie spent most of her time taking pictures of me and the beautiful scenery. We climbed down rocks as she wanted to get the perfect view for all her shots. Once she finished taking all her pictures was when the real fun happened. We changed in Liams car into our bathing suits and played near the shore. When Kenzie complained the water was too cold I threw her in there, an action she did not receive well. She pulled me in the water with her. We exchanged a few playful splashes and kisses of course. We let the waves hit our bodies, the momentum of it pushing us backwards, Kenzie would fall a lot but always reassured me she was okay with that laugh of hers. 

The sun started to creep down on this beautiful day, Kenzie wanted to stay and watch the sunset at the beach. Since it was her birthday I let her. She choose a spot near the rocks she took her pictures earlier that day. It was nice because there was hardly anyone over here. 

I sat in the sand and Kenzie sat on a rock next to me. She had her camera around her neck. She let it hang there. Kenzie wore a white shirt and a pair of shorts, that I picked out, over her sexy bathing suit (No I am one who totally supports immodesty, but I didnt like the wondering eyes that found there way to Kenzie, so I asked her to put on some more clothes). Her hair laid there damp and wavy. She was absolutely stunning. 

“You're so beautiful love,” I smiled at her.

A grin appeared on her face as she smiled downward. 

“I wish. I want to look like her.” Kenzie brought her camera up to my face. On her camera was a picture a rather attractive blond from the beach earlier today. Yes she was pretty, and was skinny, but I adored Kenzie a lot more. 

“I would rather have someone as real as you, then someone as fake like a model.” I looked up at her.

Kenzie shook her head, smiled down at the sand, and brushed her hair behind her ear.

“You're insecure.” I sang “Dunno what for.” I began to sing.

Kenzies blue eyes flew over to me.

“You're turning heads when you walk through the door. Dont need make up. To cover up. Being the way that you are is enough.”

I started to tap my hand on my leg to the beat of the song. 

“Everyone else in the room can see it everyone else but you.”

I got up and pulled Kenzie off the rock she was sitting on. I brought her close to me. Our noses touching. I towered over her, my eyes didnt leave hers, our eyes stayed locked together as I grabbed her hand.

“Baby you light up my world like nobody else, the way the you flip your hair gets me over whelmed, but when you smile at the ground it aint hard to tell. You dont know, you dont know you're beautiful.”

I pulled her in closer as the last words were interrupted by our lips violently pressing against each other. I smiled as I picked her up and spun her around. Kenzie made me the happiest person ever. I felt so alive and free when I kissed her. 

Our kiss broke, “That's what makes you beautiful.” 

I reached into my pocket and got out a seashell. I picked it up earlier today and thought it was perfect. The shell wasnt chipped or anything. It was white, pure, and perfect. Just like Kenzie. I lifted up Kenzies hand and placed it there. 

“Oh my Harry, its beautiful.” she spoke with a large smile on her face.

“Just like you love.” 

Kenzies POV

After the sunset, Harry and I went back home. Today was absolutely perfect. Aside from all the massive 'Happy Birthday' texts and phone calls I got, it was amazing cause I got to spend the day with someone I really cared about, Harry. I dunno how he did it but he planned the day out just perfectly. 

The car ride felt shorter than the first time. Maybe because this time I could actually see what the hell was going on. When Harry and I reached his hose it was about 7 p.m.

“It feels good to be in a house again.” Harry smirked closing his front door behind me.

“Yeah.” I replied.

“Are you okay love?” 

“Yes, I am fantastic.” I turned around to see Harry. God, no ones ever looked so sexy in sweats. 

Harrys was wearing gray sweats and a purple 'Jack Wills' sweat shirt. His curls were scattered everywhere. I eyed him, unaware that began to bite my lip.

Harry raised his eyebrows “Are you ready for part two of your birthday?” he smirked.

Harry walked closer to me. His green eyes looked at me. Jesus, why did he have to be so attractive. He slowly and softly pressed his lips against mine. He did soft and slow kisses, the sensation of it all was seductive. He made me want more and more with every gentle kiss he gave me. 

“Done be a tease.” I laughed

He smiled back at me, his lips then met with my neck. He made a trail of wet soft kisses down to the middle of my chest. He then reversed this process but he stopped in the middle of my neck. He began to suck. I rolled my head back with delight and pulled his hips in closer to mine. Harry then moved his mouth up to my ear. 

“I want you.” he whispered then kissed the spot under my ear lobe.

His words sent shivers down my spine. But his next move made me go crazy. He took his hand and began to gently glide it up my thigh until he reached my hip. I moaned with pleasure. Harry began to kiss my lips again, then lifted me up, my legs wrapping around his waist. He lead me upstairs to his room. He sat down on the edge of his bed and fell backwards. 

I slid off his Jack Wills sweatshirt and kissed from his neck all the way down to the tip of his briefs.

“God.” he moaned quietly with every kiss I placed on his olive colored torso.

I then lifted off my shirt. 

“You're driving me crazy Guild.”

I bent over to his ear “Im just getting started.” I whispered.

He growled at me and or lips meant once more. Our hips began to sway up against each other. I could feel things were getting intense. I was a little scared. I've never done something like this with a guy before. I am still a virgin and Harry is obviously not. That fact alone intimated me. But I trusted Harry. I could tell this wasn't exactly a lust thing, this was some thing way more than that. 

As much as I thought i'd never be ready to lose my virginity, I felt ready now. I felt ready with Harry. I wanted to do this with Harry, have this intimate moment with him. I wanted to be physically connected to him. Our hearts began to race and I could feel our body heat rising. It was perfect, he showed me how much he cared by every passionate kiss that was made. Plus it was my birthday. So birthday sex, perfect. I was more then ready. 

Then Harry and I heard the front door open, followed by some voices. Shit.

“Harry?” one of the voices called out. 

Why does this only happen to me I fucking swear. This ruined everything.

“I regret giving those boys a copy of the key to my house.” harry whispered.

“maybe if we stay quiet enough they will go away, or we continue, we'll just have to try and be quiet.” I smiled as I bent my head over to kiss Harrys pink lips.

“HARRY AND KENZIE WE KNOW YOU'RE HERE.” Louis voice called out.

“WE SEE YOUR CAR IN DA DRIVE WAY.” Niall followed.

“YEAH SO STOP HAVING SEX, GET DOWN HERE, AND LETS HAVE A BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION.” Louis added.

“Guys ew. no. thats like my sister.” I heard Liam called out “HARRY PLEASE DONT BE DOING THE NAUGHTY WITH HER. COME DOWN NOW.” Liam said with worry in his voice.

I laughed and climbed off harry. We got dressed quickly. 

“We will finish let later.” Harry whispered to me before we left his room.

Damn. He is sexy. 

Harry and I made our way downstairs. To our surprise all boys were there and Becca. 

“Happy Birthday!” They all shouted in unison. As Harry and I walked down the stairs.

I smiled at them all and gave them hugs. They brought me presents and Ice cream, brownies, and fudge. Becca knows I hate cake so I am glad she brought something I would actually eat. 

“Happy Birthday, Kenz. I love you.” Liam said sincerely.

As happy as I was that I was with the people I loved, something was missing. No it wasn't my family. The twins were still in High School and Elijah was in America at the moment with his Girlfriend Amanda. My mom was working and plus she lived 2 hours from here. Plus I got Birthday calls from all of them, so no, it wasn't them. I know I shouldnt be upset about this. But Lucas. He hadn't spoken to me In a week. He didnt even say happy birthday to me. Despite what happened, Lucas was my Best Friend too. It's hard to let go of one of your best friends...

“He misses you Kenz.” Liam said as we sat down.

Harry seated next to me when he heard Liam said that, I could tell that Liams words caught his attention.

“He loves you too. He-He told me.” Liam continued.

I smiled at Liam. Harry cleared his throat. I could tell this was a bit uncomfortable for him. 

“So how was the beach?” Zayn asked.

“You knew?” 

“Well of course we knew! Why'd you think we all tried to cancel on ya?” Becca laughed.

“I dunno if ya know this Kenz, but Harry fancies ya a lot.” Niall said, making Harrys face turn a pinkish color. 

“Yeah, even more than me.” Louis sassed. “Thats serious.” 

We all spent the rest of the night talking and laughing. We watched a movie. Later they brought out the brownies, dimmed the lights, light some candles, and we sang happy birthday to me. We ate the food and talked a little more. It was seriously a perfect birthday. 

The boys left one by one. First Zayn, then Niall and Becca, then Lou, and lastly Liam.

“Oh and Harry.” Liam said before walking out the door.

“We have band rehearsals the rest of this week. Then Saturday, we have a party in celebration of us becoming signed that we are playing for. There is gonna be a lot of big people there and paparazzi. So dress nice. Kenzie, i'd like you there too. If you feel comfortable going. I'd like you to accompany Harry. Ya know be his date since y'all are dating.” 

I hesitated for a second. Paparazzi? If I went the whole world would know I was dating Harry Styles. Thats big, for me. This is the start of it all. I have to prepare to get hate from fans, rumors start to spread, and my personal life would be over. No more privacy. Was I ready for that?

I looked at Harry. His eyebrows were raised as he waited there patiently for an answer, Liam too. I looked in his green eyes and smiled. Then I looked back at Liam.

“Yes.”