Paralyzed

Nothing Good Happens After Midnight

Kenzies POV 

I was wearing a kind of lose dress that went to my knees and zipped in the back.

I grabbed my purse and headed out of Liam's guest bedroom. 

“Where are you going?” Liam asked firmly as I was putting on my earrings. 

“I'm going out with Perrie, Dani, Eleanor, and Becca. Becca works at I small 24 hour dinner and we are all gonna go to dinner and have her wait on us” I laughed.

Liam sighed, “Are you ever gonna talk to him again Kenzie?” 

I froze at Liam's words. The last time I spoke to Harry was three days ago, when he barged into Liam's flat and beat up my brother. Elijah left ASAP after that. We left on good terms though. As for Harry and I, that's a different story. I ignored all his calls and texts. I honestly didn't know if I would ever talk to that curly haired boy again. All I knew is that right now I really do need time away from him.

I looked at Liam, “I don't know.”

I started to head out the door when I felt Liam's hand take a rather tight grip onto my shoulder. 

“Please, just think about it... He's a mess.”

I looked up at Liam, his eyes were full of sincere. For a little moment I felt guilty, full of regret, and I actually missed Harry again. I swallowed the pain of it all and remembered why I was doing this. I needed time away from him. 

“I will.” I nodded as I darted out the door.

*

It was Seven o'clock. I parked a little way from the actual dinner, its parking lot was huge for such a small place. I walked inside to see Perrie, Dani, and Eleanor, all at a table. When I walked through the door a little bell went off, each of the girls heads turned over to my direction. Smiles light up there faces as they gasped in joy and gestured for me to come take a seat with them.

I sat down next to Perrie, Dani and Eleanor sitting across from us. I have been out every night with these girls for the past two days. I have grown pretty close to each one of them. Eleanor was so silly and sarcastic, but has one of the biggest hearts ever. Perrie, well, she was your typical blonde. She was so funny and always had us laughing. You can never be bored when your with this girl. Danielle, well she was just great. She was funny, smart, talented, and had amazing stories to tell. 

We all teased Becca when she came around in her red and white plaid uniform. She looked so silly, kinda like a farmers daughter. 

“So,” Perrie laughed, “What's going on with you and Harry?”

All the girls faces went serious as there focus became me. The looked so intrigued about what I had to say on this subject, especially Eleanor. 

“To be honest,” I started, “I miss him. I swear guys, I really am trying to find the heart to forgive him. But its so hard.” 

Tears flooded my eyes, it was hard for me to talk about Harry without crying. Dani's hand gently swept on top of mine.

“It's okay love,”

“Yeah, we all understand.” Eleanor added.

The girls nodded in agreement.

“I just miss seeing you guys together. You both made each so happy.” Perrie said.

“Yeah, I just hope this isn't the end for you too.” Eleanor added.

“Yeah...” I whispered, as I brought the beer bottle to my lips. "Me too"