Paralyzed

Unspoken

It's been two days since the doctors revived Harry. I havent left his side since then, I was to afraid too. Te doctors said he'd be okay, and he is just recovering. They said once he wakes up, they will monitor him for a few more days, then determine when he would be released.

I sat besides Harry with a cup of coffee in my hand. God I have slept, eaten, or talked to anyone else in days. The boys did visit me yesterday though. They all tried to take me home or take me out to eat, but I refused. Niall informed me about Becca. Her case wasn't as bad as the doctors has anticipated. Becca broke her leg and shattered her hand. Niall said that she was conscious and gonna be released soon. He spent just as much time here as I did. I am glad Becca has someone like Niall, I'm glad she has someone who cares and someone who will take care of her.

I looked up at the unconscious Harry, he looked more peaceful. I watched as his chest slowly rise and fall. I put my coffee on the little table next me, and held his hand tightly. I heard the door open. It took me a while, but I eventually looked up to see who it was. It was Liam.

“Hey babe.” He said closing the door behind him.

“Hi.” I sniffled.

“How is he?”

“He's doing good.” I replied plainly. 

Liam saw right through me, by the look in his eyes, he could tell I was in pain. Liam knew me too well. Almost better than I know myself. He knelt down beside me.

“I told you he'd be fine,” he smiled as he turned his focus from Harry to me.

“I know how you feel.” Liam said. His voice sad and cold.

I looked at him in a bit of confusion. 

“Remember when they first brought you in here?”

I suddenly knew what Liam was talking about.

“I was so scared love. You've been okay since then? Have you seen Dr. Kayla?”

“Liam I told you. I am fine. They said I was fine and going to be fine.” I said firmly.

I didnt wanna stir up my past, not now, not ever. Liam sighed at what I said,

“Does Harry know?”

I turned to Liam my eyes big, “No, and thats how it's gonna stay.”

“Kenz you need to-”

“No Liam! I wont!” 

Liam smiled and nodded as he got up and headed towards the door. I kept my focus on Harry. Squeezing his hand a little tighter.

“I'll bring ya back a pudding.” he said shutting the door behind him.

I knew Liam did like when I kept secrets, especially from Harry. But this isn't something I am particularly comfortable with talking about yet. That was my past, this had to be something that died with me. If Harry found out, he might not ever treat me the same. 

I shook these thought out of my mind. I got up and bent over Harry. I brushed a few dark curls from his eyes. God I just wish he would wake up. I kissed Harry's forehead and whispered, 

“I love you.” 

Then, just like that, a coughing groan came out of Harrys mouth. His eyes began to flutter. I could not believe it. Could Harry be waking it? I kept my fingers crossed. I needed Harry to wake up. I felt my heart beat faster. As Harry began to speak.

“Kenzie?” He groaned in a raspy voice.

“Yes babe, im here!” I said holding his hand tight.