I'd erase my thoughts.

stage

*2 months later*

Nina POV:

The crowd was going wild. "The Wanted! The wanted!" they were chanting and with that the music started. Max looked at me from the other side of the stage and smiled. I loved being able to go to the concerts. This was one of my favourite moments, knowing that Max had thousands of girls screaming his name in this arena and yet he still wanted me. Being here backstage is one of the most amazing things you will ever experience. You see everything, the crowd, the stage crew, the band but most of all you get to see the person who means the world to you do what they love. I saw their manager next to me giving them the countdown to run on stage.

10... The boys started jumping up and down

9... they grabbed their microphones

8... they had a group hug

7... they listened to the crowd

6...they do a last minute vocal warm up

3... the crowd goes wild

2... they look up at Jess, Becky, Sara, Zoe and I and smile.

1... they take a deep breath

0... they run on stage and start belting out the lyrics of loose my mind

"they say that time... heals everything... but they don't dont know you... and the scars you bring..." Tom sang. Tom had a beautiful voice, like all the boys but today it seemed different and you could tell the boys were thinking that too... Nathan looked at Max and Max looked at me, I nodded as it looked like Max was asking me if I thought it sounded different too. The boys being the talented and professional bunch they are took over Tom's solos and continued with the song. The first chorus went fine but then Nathan started his solo... "I'd erase my thoughts, if only I knew how..." now, we all expected the next lines but Nath' was cut off by Tom shouting "I can't leave him Siva. He will die!" the crowd went silent and the boys chose to continue the song... "if heartache was a physical pain I could-"

"Let go off me. I need to save him. Please." Tom shouted and this time Siva quickly said into his microphone

"please bare with us for a second! We will be right back." the boys helped Tom up off the floor and rushed off stage. The audience was deadly silent. I ran round the other side of the stage with Jess to see what was happening. We were shocked to find Tom in tears on the floor sobbing and trying to talk "he's my best friend. You. Show me your face. Who are you?" we looked at Nathan, Max, Jay and Siva who were talking quietly between each other. I walked over to Max and gave him a hug. I asked him what they were going to do, "Continue but without Tom obviously. He's not right. We thought he had stopped with the nightmares but obviously we were wrong. I looked at the boys who were obviously feeling nervous about performing without Tom. "you'll be fine guys. They'll understand." I said. I looked back at Jess who was trying to comfort Tom. Siva, max,Jay and Nathan all judge each other and walked on stage again "unfortunately Tom has been taken I'll." said Max, "but I'm sure he will be alright. He will however not be performing tonight. Were sorry..." I watched on as the boys continued with the show. I was so proud of the boys for continuing. You could tell that they were upset about what had happened and occasionally you could tell they were close to tears. Especially whilst singing I'll be your strength . Song after song they sang and the crowd was supportive. "thank you. You are all amazing. Tom will be fine don't worry. But were really sorry Tom couldn't perform tonight. Your amazing. We love you. Goodnight." Jay said and the boys calmly walked off stage. But as soon as they walked off stage they ran to find Tom. They found Tom asleep in the dressing room. I hugged Jess who was crying next to Tom. She hadn't seen Tom like this before. Only the boys and I knew about Tom's nightmares.

-authors note.-

hello!

so.,. It's a snow day so expect more later on!

hope your enjoying it.

Jaimee xx