I'd erase my thoughts.

I'm your guardian angel

Jess POV:

Everything hadn't gone to plan. Tom was scared of me. Last night hadn't gone well... Tom no longer trusted me. I had hoped everything would be simple - I would go in, give Tom a hug and sit him down to explain but I was wrong. It didn't happen like that. I don't know what had happened when I was away but there was a lot of tension between Nathan and Becky which didn't seem right. They always got on so well. Becky let me sleep in her room last night after I came back which was lovely but she refused to tell me what had happened between her and Nathan but I'm sure I will find out soon...

"Morning." Becky said sitting up in her bed smiling at me and I said good morning back. I heard a noise from the kitchen and decided to take my chance and hope it was Tom. "Want a cuppa?" I asked Becky but she didn't reply. She was already asleep! I walked into the kitchen and saw what I wanted to see. Tom alone.

"Tom, I know you don't want to talk to me but I need to explain. Explain everything like I said I would in the letter. Just please let me explain and have an open mind?" I said looking at Tom and you could see him thinking. Tom nodded and walked into his room and signalled for me to follow. "Go ahead." He said sitting on his bed. I took a deep breath and began.

"I'm special. I'm different." I watched as Tom nodded. "I'm a kind of security guard. Not like big kev. A unique one. They're going to kill me, possibly literally for telling you this. Tom, I'm your guardian angel. There I said it." I watched as Tom's eyes widened. "Are you ok? Need a sit down?" Tom asked me and I laughed. He didn't believe me. I hoped I wouldn't have to tell him about the girl with the red hair but I obviously did. "You're not taking me seriously. I can see your scared because I remind you of her. The girl with the red hair, right?" I watched him flinch and nod. "Of course I do. That's because I am her... stop laughing, I can tell it's fake. I'm not stupid. I'm going to tell you in brief. That guy I left the hospital with he's a guardian angel too but his human or whatever isn't in trouble." I watched as panic crossed his but he signalled for me to continue. "but he's older than me so he looks after me. He took me away because the father ordered him too. The father is the head of the guardian angels... He took me away because I fell in love with you. That's the biggest rule we as guardian angels can break. Falling in love with our human. I love you Tom. And I'm so sorry that I had to scare you and invade your thoughts and dreams but you needed to know. I am unable to tell you in person otherwise I would have done it in my real form. I shouldn't be telling you this, they will try and find me but Tom, I left to stay here on earth. I love you and that's all you need to know for now. I can't tell you what my messages mean but you need to figure it out soon. I love you so much. I'm sorry." I sat down next to him and burst into tears. He would never trust me again or love me. I felt his breath on the back of my neck and heard him whisper, "It's ok." I looked up and he was crying. "I think your insane and I honestly don't know what to say but I love you so much Jess, you must know that and I won't let anyone get in the way of that." He hugged me and we walked out into the living room to be greeted with Max smiling.

It broke my heart to think of the danger everyone would be in tomorrow but nobody knew yet. I hoped Tom would realise but I couldn't help him anymore. Max, Siva, Jay, Nathan, Becky, Nina, Zoe, Sara and my life were all in Tom's life now. I knew what would happen tomorrow and I would either die in that fire or survive. We all would, it was down to just Tom now.

"Shall we go out today?" Max suggested and we all agreed.

"Is Becky going?" Nathan said quietly and I nodded. "I'm staying here then. I'm not spending anytime with her." Anger ran through me.

"Don't you dare say that. You love her and she still loves you. What would you do if Becky died tomorrow? You would have to live your whole life knowing that you argued with her and never made up. Just think about that. Our lives are one big timer. It only takes one second for your life to end." I said and saw Nathan think about what I just said.

"I'll stay here." He said walking over to make a cup of tea.

-Authors note-

Oh my god. I can not tell you how much I enjoyed writing this part! This is basically what the whole fanfic has been leading up to... well this and the next part!I really hope your enjoying it! I think there is about 3 parts left which is sad but I don't want it to drag on and get too repetitive which I was worried it would!

Jaimee xx