I'd erase my thoughts.

Romance

Becky POV:

"I love you guys!" It was emotional to see 5 grown men hugging and crying. The emotions were mixed in the room, almost everyone felt something different and it was hard to tell what people were thinking... I looked over at Zoe who was looking at the floor with a sad expression on her face. "Whats wrong Zoe?" I asked pulling her into a hug.

"I want to make Siva happy like that. I want him to hug me like that. But it will never happen." Zoe said sadly. I sighed, I knew how she felt. I loved Nathan and knew him like the back of his hand. We had kissed a few times sure but we were far from being a couple... We couldn't be a couple you see, it would be too hard. Too many fans would hate me. They would take to twitter and tell me to die and even hate on Nathan and call him a liar even if he didn't lie. I looked at Zoe and smiled. We all knew Siva adored Zoe but she was totally oblivious to this which was sad but funny... The boys let go of one another and Max went to Nina, Jay to Sara. Tom sat alone with a pad and pen, no doubt going to write a song about today's events. Siva and Nathan sat next to eachother whispering and nodding now and again. I looked over at Zoe and she was staring at Siva again. "Its ok" I told her, "He'll realised one day..."

"Who will realise what?" Siva said who had suddenly apeared next to us. Zoe looked up in horror and tears began to fall down her face. "Awh darlin' whats wrong?" He asked and gave Zoe a hug. "Listen, I need to talk to you... Will you come upstairs?" Zoe looked at me then looked at Siva and nodded. I had a great feeling what this convosation was going to be about. Nathan walked towards be and sat next to me. "How about we give it a go?" He said whispering. I had no clue what he was on about! "Us. In secret. We dont even have to tell the boys!" A tear formed in my eye and I nodded gently. I had no clue how Nathan thought we could hide us from the boys. They would find out and soon, they were smarter than they looked (well a tiny bit anyway)! There was a loud bang from upstairs and Max shouted ''GET IN THERE SIVA!" knowing that Siva and Zoe where upstairs.

"Inappropriate!" Nina said laughing. Suddenly Nathan jumped up and announced he was making a cup of tea. "I'll have one!" I yelled making my way to the kitchen.

"1 for my beautiful girlfriend!" Nathan said smiling and lifted me up and kissed me. "I love you Becky. You know that right?"

"I know Nath', I know. I love you too." I watched as a huge smile spread across his face. Suddenly Zoe came running down and hugged me tightly, "I'm going out with fricking Siva Kaneswaren!" She screamed and Nathan chuckled, and left my cup empty on the side.

"Argh. Nathan. Tea." I shouted at him.

"Make it yourself lazy!" He said back winking,

"God. Anyone would think you were a couple!" Zoe said laughing. I turned to look at Nathan who was smiling nervously.

-Authors note-

Hello! Sorry I haven't updated for a while been busy with things and was unable to update.

Also I apologise if this part isn't very good found it challenging to get back into the writing mood after almost 2 weeks of no parts! Did you miss me? ;)

Jaimee xx