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tears (Ending option 2)

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I COULDN'T DECIDE HOW TO END THE FANFIC SO I HAVE WROTE SEVERAL ENDINGS! FEEL FREE TO READ THEM ALL! THIS ENDING IS THE normal ENDING jam packed with emotion. I HAVE TO ADMIT ALL THE ENDINGS WILL BE DIFFERENT LENGTHS.

*2 weeks later*

Tom POV:

We hadn't found out who had started the fire and we were beginning to except that we wouldn't. I was still worried about Jess though, the knew she shouldn't have told me all the things she did and I know that too. I had her words constantly going round my head 'They would kill me if I told you. Probably literally.' I know she said it laughing but I knew when she was faking something. I walked into our room and sighed. Jess was sitting there stairing at the floor. Thats all she had done the last few weeks. "Jess." I said and she turned round with a fake smile. "Shall we go out?" I asked and she nodded.

Jess POV:

They were coming today and I couldn't do anything to stop it. "Shall we go out?" Tom said and I nodded. I wanted to spend my last day on earth with Tom and I would. "With everyone?" I asked and Tom shook his head. "No?" I said confused.

"Just me and you." Tom said and I walked out the room. I would have to say goodbye now.

"Sara, Nina, Becky, Zoe can I have a word please?" They all looked at me and walked over. "I just want to say thank you for everything you have done for me. You made me feel like I belong here. You made me think everything was going to be ok even though I knew deep down that it wouldn't then out ok. Thank you for being here for me. I can't tell you why I'm saying this all but maybe one day Tom will tell you and I hope then you will understand. Please look after Tom and remind him that I love him even though I can't tell him. I love you all." I said and gave them all a hug. They all looked confused but accepted what I told them.

I walked back into the living room and I called the boys to talk to me. "Siva, Max, Jay and Nathan can I have a word please?" Only Siva and Jay moved everyone else was watching the football. "Now please?" I said desperately and they walked over.

"Listen to me and don't ask questions." I said getting down to business. "Tom is taking me out today and I need you to come. Don't ask why, but you will need to be there. Tom is going to need you and I can't help him anymore." I watched as their eyes widened. "Please promise me you won't give up on this. Your dreams. You will do everything to make sure Tom doesn't quit! I love you guys so much and you have become my family. Please don't forget me. I know this may seem strange but one day maybe Tom will explain all this." I said and hugged them and walked out the room to find Tom standing by the front door. I quickly ran into our room and put the letter on the bed for Tom to see.

I walked towards the door to find Tom still standing there. I smiled as I walked towards him and I held his hand and walked out the door. I turned round and took my last look at everyone. "Jess are you ok? You look sad." Tom said worried.

"I'm fine, just... emotional." I said and we walked towards the car. We drove for what seemed like forever but eventually got out of the car and we were at a park with water fountains and swings. I saw what I expected to see- Phoenix standing there watching my every move. I also saw what I hoped to see- Max, Jay, Nathan and Siva following us slowly.

My heartbeat picked up as Phoenix made his way towards me. "Tom." I said and he continued talking about what fun we were going to have today. "Tom." I said in tears and he span round.

"Jess whats wrong?" Tom said confused,

"Listen to me, I love you so much Tom Parker and I'm so sorry, I never ment for this to happen." I said and saw Phoenix smiling at me. "Promise me you will never give up on your dream."

"I promise" Tom said

"Promise me you will forget about me and move on." I said and Toms eyes widened.

"I can't." He said tears in his eyes

"Please." I said crying, Phoenix was only a few meters away now.

"I promise. Whats happening?" Tom said and I started to tell him but I knew I would never finish. Phoenix would get to me and take me away.

"I love you. Always have always will. I'm about to go and you will never see me again but remember that I will always love" I was cut off. Phoenix's icy finger touched my back and I fell to the ground. I saw Tom's eyes burst with tears as he had no idea what was happening to me. He couldn't see Phoenix. I just fell dramaticly to the floor. I smiled as Nathan, Siva, Jay and Max joined Tom to confront him. I was leaving this world but I wasn't gone. I was never really gone. I would be here looking out for Tom until the day he dies and maybe one day the girl with the red hair will come back.

TOM POV:

"I'm sorry." The doctor said and just like that my life came tumbling down. I walked slowly back to the house and went straight to my room. there was a letter on the bed.

My dearest Tom,

I can picture you as I write this sitting on your bed crying and that pains me. I may have left this world but that doesn't mean you won't move on. Do you want to know a secret? In 2 years you will meet a girl called Sophie and you will fall madly in love, after a year you will propose and get married and have a beautiful daughter called Jess. You marry Sophie because she understands the pain you had gone through loosing me. Sophie had lost her boyfriend the same day and you lost me. Infact Sophie walked passed you today at the hospital crying.

I will always look out for you Tom as I will always be your guardian angel. Maybe one day you will need the girl with the red hair again and we will meet again but until then,

take care, keep dreaming, don't give up. I love you,

Jess x

I smiled. And excepted that Jess had planned it all out. It was time to move on and find Sophie.

*2 years later*

"Do you mind if I sit here?" A woman asked and I nodded. "I'm Sophie and you are?"

"Tom." I said smiling

"nice to meet you Tom." Sophie said and I laughed, Jess was up there smiling and she was right, she would always look out for me.

-Authors note-

Yep hello...

just want to say thanks for reading and please read the final thing I post!

Jaimee x