I'd erase my thoughts.

explosion

Becky POV:

"Nathan. A word please." I said standing in the doorway watching Nath' and the boys playing on the xbox. "Nathan!" I said and he completely ignored me. "Nathan!" I said getting frustrated.

"Yeah?" he said with his eyes glued on the screen.

"Can I have a word?" I asked hoping he would listen but that was not the outcome I had.

"Yeah. In twenty minutes." He said. That was it.

"Nathan I swear if you don't come over here now I will come and turn that thing off." I shouted and Tom and Max laughed and Nathan completely ignored me. "I warned you." I said marching over to the TV.

"What the hell?!" Nathan shouted throwing his controller or whatever they were called. "What do you think your doing?" He shouted at me angrily.

"I could say the same thing to you!" I said clasping my hands.

"What the hell do you mean?" Nathan shouted confused.

"The flipping photos Nathan. There all over the newspaper!" I shouted bursting into tears.

"What photo's?" Nathan said quietly

"The photos of you eating the face off that girl!" I screamed. I watched as Siva, Tom, Max and Jay all exchanged confused glances and the blood draining from Nathan's face."No offence Becky but when did you care about who Nathan kissed?" Max said quietly, I saw Nathan look at the floor then back up at me."Not here Becky. Not here. Not now." Nathan said and anger ran through me. Why couldn't he just tell the boys? Why couldn't he just tell the fans? Why couldn't we just be allowed to date?"No. I'm sorry Nathan. Were doing it here. You tell them or I will tell them. And no I'm not talking just about Max, Siva, Jay and Tom - I'm talking about the fans too." I said bursting into tears and Siva came to comfort me.

"What's going on?" Siva whispered quietly in my ear and Nathan stormed out the room. I couldn't tell him. Not yet. I watched as the boys tried to figure out what was going on. After about 10 minutes of Siva telling me it was ok Nathan came back into the room. His eyes were all read so you could tell he had been crying. "Right. Where do I start?" Nathan said sitting down, "Unless you have already told them." Nathan spat making me angry again. I shook my head vigorously at him and he rolled his eyes. "So me and Becky were a couple and we kept it secret. There that's it." The words hit me like a grenade. Nathan said we 'were a couple'. What does that mean? "Oh so were not a couple anymore? Fine." I yelled storming out the room.

"Becky! Come back! Stop being so childish!" Nathan shouted and I laughed. Me acting childish?

"Seriously Nathan? Your calling me childish? You know you don't act like your nearly twenty! You act like a little child! You may be the youngest of the band but that doesn't give you the opportunity to act like a child!" I screamed walking back into the room.

I heard the front door as Nina, Sara and Zoe came back from their day out together. "Oh my gosh you are so frustrating you know that?" Nathan said angrily. "Maybe I should just go and find that girl who was called Kate if you must know! She wouldn't act like this!" Nathan screamed and I fell to the floor in tears. Nathan didn't know how much he had hurt me with everything he said. "Hunnie?" Max shouted expecting Nina to appear in the doorway with Sara and Zoe but who appeared in the doorway was a shock to everyone.

Standing there in the doorway was Jess.

-Authors note-

Don't know why I put authors note! Should put Jaimee's note it would be better! (Random thought)So here is another part... explosive or what?!

There may be another part tonight again but I'm currently freezing in my bedroom writing so I couldn't make this part longer!

Also, think I should mention that it's Friday in the fanfic and the boys are going to the recording studio on Sunday. Don't think I mentioned that but it might clear up a few things!

Jaimee x