I've been staying up late bc of you
Trying to decide wtf I'm supposed to do
My ribs are caving in
And I'm trying to forget
I don't want to be your friend
You say you hate me and then
You look right through me
Like I was never even there
You talk but not to me
If I'm not here then where
Bc I miss every touch
Every word
And every smile
I used to get that from you
I know, it has been a while
But did me and you just go away
As soon as I said I wanted you to stay
Said I loved you
But that meant nothing to you
Talking to my enemies
Can't decide who's friends with me
I talk too much
But I'm shit outta luck
With love
My head is pounding
The alarms are sounding
But I'm still here
Waiting for you to stay all clear
Try to act like I like myself
But everytime I look at me i see somebody else
I feel like somebody else
I hate you so much
But not half as much as I hate me
Bc I hate me
And I hate you
I hate you and me
