I still get this feeling
Everytime I think of you
I can't forget you leaving
But deep down I know
You miss me too
It's been a little over a year
And we talked a little
We really just fought
I haven't shed a tear
But I still just hate the thought
You were my first for a lot of things
I know you don't feel the same
I was so much older
But you were so more tame
We'd talk until our heads hurt
And we couldn't stay awake
But now I don't even know you
I wonder how long did it take
For you to get over me
Like I was never even there
I hate to say your name, Lee
Because I just feel so bare
That one time we played truth or dare
Felt like the best night of my life
But that's not a first we shared
Every knife I see throws me off
Because I know what you used to do
You used me all the time
But I know I used you too
I never meant to hurt you
But you know how bad you hurt me
You skim over it
Like we were never meant to be
But you're too blind
So you can't see
That I loved you so much
I would've given my life
You never cared
I know that now
And I know you never will
I hate you, Lee
