January First

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I have this thing where I feel too strong
I love too fast and I fall too hard
But love doesn't just appear over night
It takes a lot of caring and it takes a lot of time
Since I was 11, I thought I had that feeling
You know the one that makes you crazy, the opposite of healing
But that's not real love, is it?
Real love is knowing someone for who they are
They don't need a big house or a fancy car
January first, that's when I met you
The first person that didn't make me feel used
You don't make me feel pressured
You make me feel safe
And not in a way that without you I'm insane
But in a way that with you I feel ok
Like I get a break from the world
Everytime you say a single word
I think, "Maybe I'll be fine."
And I could write a million lines
About how I've never felt this before
But I think you need to hear it one more time, just one more
You never forget your first love, that feeling never really goes away
So I want to tell you now, I really hope you stay
You're the only person I think about
You're exactly what I want l can't live without
And I love you more than anything
More than breathing, more than air
I love you to the moon and back, I love you and I care 
Because no matter what we go through
my first love will always be you.

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