I keep lucid dreaming
In my mind I'm fucking screaming
He said I love you
The sad part is I'm the only one who mean it
But I'm just dreaming
Staring at the ceiling at 3 am
Crying my eyes out over him
He hasn't even left me yet
But every girl I see is a threat
I'm not jealous
But I am
I know he'll leave me when he can
He'll find someone more exciting
Someone who's happy and kind
Someone without a fucked up mind
We both know who's gonna leave who
It's not gonna be me babe it's gonna be you
I'm preparing for the pain
All guys are the same
I'm not saying you're gonna break up with me
But you're gonna break me in some way
What can I say
I see through the concrete
3 layers of defeat
10 ways to delete
13 reasons to end me
Only been a week
And I'm feeling the worst
I don't want to wake up to a goodmorning
Gotta put me first
Everyday is a new piece of mourning
Been crying for 14 years
Bottling up my tears
Where's the rain come from
I gave the sky some
I just want him to say he doesn't mean it
Say he wants to end things
Because now I'm dreaming about him
I dreamt of a happily ever after
That will never come
5 heart breaks
Doesn't Someone else deserve some
Started when I was 4
Started having dreams where I couldn't move
Gotta say that monster was smooth
I hate what I did to you
I'm looking in a mirror baby
Whatchu been through
Lucid dreams
Late night screams
Lucidly talking
Later stalking
And now we're 'in love'
I hate this Lucid
Dreaming
Screaming
Talking
Stalking
Lucid dreaming
