Sometimes I swear
It could be the best day of my life
But I look at my hair
Out the third eye that's blind
And I see a person I don't want to
Whoever that girl is in the mirror
I think to myself 'that's not you'
Just think a little clearer
I wonder if he means it
Like the other guys didn't
He says I love you
And I say I love you too
But am I being honest
Or am I lying to myself
Because he's lying with somebody else
Adam and Eve were perfectly made
So give me a second and I'll be your slave
Because I'm high off of the adrenaline
It's coursing through my veins
I think when we talk
I'll never feel the same
And I don't know how to think anymore
Because I'm kinda happy
Or maybe I'm just a lying
I can only remember feeling so alone
But here I am I just don't know how to cope
With these new feeling that are blooming
Seriously what am I losing
By feeling so much better
I feel so much worse
Because how do I smile
When everyday is an awakening curse
Talk to me in a while
And maybe I'll say
I'm feeling a bit better I'm feeling ok
But no matter how good I feel
I still have that little voice
He's really annoying
But I hear it loud and clear
So here I am and nobody else is
Carry my fear
