I scream at the top of my lungs
But nobody listens
They only hear a whisper
Slit my wrists
Then I show up
20 more hits on myself
Like a bullet through water
The only person I blame is myself
One day he reached out
Said remember that night
We talked until 3 in the morning
It was pouring
But we laughed until we won't
He looked back over his shoulder
Happy until we don't
He's still a couple years older
And I hate that I know his birthday
I know his favorite color
I know who he used to be
Before he used me
Before I was broken
And he left everything
Like a hoax in the making
It was all crystal clear
Until I realized he was faking
