Mistakes We've Made..

~Twelve~

Turns out, I hate the emergency room more than I hated the abortion clinic. I sat there, while Jon flipped out asking questions about why my pyjama pants were soaked in blood, he was clearly worried... At the same time Ben and Aaron stood together whispering and giving me side-glances every once in awhile, on top of that I had to deal with nurses and questions and I couldn't process it all at the same time.

"This is bad..." I said to myself. "Really, really bad."

"Devon, what could have caused that much blood?" Jon asked, his voice panicked.

I had an abortion, say it Devon, tell him. Come clean... do it. "I-I don't... I don't know." Oh, for the love of God, can't you just try to be honest?!

"Devon?" A tall, perky brunette nurse called.

Everyone in my party looked up immediately, and Jon helped me get up. I walked towards her and she quickly guided me into a room, telling me to lay down.

"So, what's happened?" She asked, putting a new pair of latex gloves on.

"Uhh..." I glanced towards Jon.

"Would you prefer to speak privately?" She asked, also looking towards Jon.

I nodded a little, keeping my eyes off Jon's.

"I'll be with the guys." Jon told me, kissing my forehead before he left.

"So, what's going on here?" She asked.

I explained everything to her and then what seemed like a million other medical personnel came in and out to assess me, themselves always saying someone else should take a look at me.

"Well," The final doctor smiled up at me. "Everything looks fine."

"So, can I go home?" I asked, excitedly.

"We're going to give you something to help the pain, but yes, you can go home." He told me, writing up the prescription.

"Thank you." I smiled politely, taking the prescription from him.

"You're welcome, come back if you start bleeding again." He smiled.

"I will."

**

The car ride back to my apartment was filled with questions. Jon of course wanted to know what had caused the bleeding, I just kept telling him I didn't know.

"You're okay though?" Jon asked, as we got into my apartment.

"Yes, I'm fine." I smiled at him. "It's late though, you'd better get home."

"I'm not leaving you!" Jon almost screamed. "I've already spoken to my parents."

"Okay..." I trailed off.

"Come on, you need to get to bed, like you said, it's late." He smiled, guiding towards the back of the house.

"Alright." I yawned. "I am tired."

We both got into bed together, after changing into pyjamas and talked for a bit, before finally falling asleep.

A/N: the next chapter will have more Ben in it, I promise! I hope you all like this one. Comment & vote so I know you like it! What do you guys think will happen with Devon & Jon? What do you think will happen with Devon & Ben? Love you guys, hope you're all doing well!
xx Jess