New Love - Victorious

Chapter 35

1 month later

(Jade's POV)

This is killing me. I hate the way I'm feel towards them. So I might have a little crush on someone from school.

A little crush? You've been obsesosing over them for 2 months!

Okay fine, my own thoughts win. So I've liked this person for just over 2 months now. I thought it was just a stupid crush and it would go away after a week or so, but no!

It all started when we got up to some rather inappropriate antics one night, and since then, I can't stop thinking about them. I've tried to distance myseof from this person, tell myself that I don't like them, even tried going back to the old Jade West, the one who didn't care for anyone, who everyone was afraid of, but I can't. I hate this feeling.
It didn't help that I saw this person every day in school, and trying to avoid them is almost impossible since they are so persistent in knowing what's wrong.
I thought when they went on vacation for 2 weeks, and then not seeing them for 2 weeks after they got back would help my feelings for them go away, but they haven't.

Tori Vega, you drive me crazy!

After the threesome with her and Eddie, that's when my feelings for her started. Don't get me wrong, I always thought she was pretty and sexy, but ever since the threesome, my feelings have grown a lot more for her. When we kissed in front of Eddie, I know it probably didn't mean anything to Tori other than to kick things off with the threesome, but to me, it felt amazing. Her soft, sweet tasting lips on mine, and her tongue dancing around mine made me feel all tingly inside.

When she was licking me out, and fingering me, I just wanted her in that moment. And don't even get me started on the whole business with the strap on. Yes, Eddie felt amazing when he fucked me, and I admit that Tori is very lucky to have him, but when Tori was fucking me, and I was fucking her, I felt nothing but pure bliss and it felt... amazing!

Eddie is so much more lucky to have Tori, and I envy him, because now every time I see her, I want her to be mine.
I know how terrible that sounds. Eddie is one of, if not my best friend. He gets me, and sees the real me when no one else can. He isn't afraid of me like everyone else is, and he always manages to calm me down and make me feel better when I'm angry and upset. He's an amazing guy, and I don't want to hurt hum, which is why I can never tell Tori how I feel about her, no matter how much it's killing me inside.

Ever since Eddie and Tori got back from their vacation in Barcelona, the gang have been arranging to meet up to go to Karaoke Dokie a few nights, or go to the beach, but I haven't been meeting them. I can't. I need to distance myself from Vega as much as possible until these feelings go. I haven't even responded to any texts that my friends have sent me in the last two weeks or so.

I curse myself and get out of bed. It's only 7:50, and since it's still Summer Vacation, I would normally stay in bed longer, bit I just can't sleep. My phone is already going off, indicating that I've got a text, but I don't even look at it as I go to get a shower.
Once I'm out of the shower, I get changed and head downstairs to get something to eat. I check the time and realise that it's already 11:15.

How long was I in the shower??

I head into the kitchen, and I stop dead in my tracks when I see none other than Tori Vega talking to my mom. The one person I'm trying to avoid, and she's for some reason in my kitchen.

My mom soon leaves to go to work, and I just stand awkwardly in front of Tori.

"What are you doing here?" I simply ask as I open the refrigerator to get a drink.

"Why haven't you responded to any of my texts? Or calls? Or to any of our friends?" Tori asks in a raised and aggravated voice.

"What's it to you?"