My Joy But Pain

Chapter 20

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  " Baby, I don't know if we will make it in time."  Suddenly my whole world stopped. Those words paralyzed me. Someone kept saying my name but I couldn't answer. My phone finally slipped from my hand. I began crying but never moved. This couldn't be happening.

  Chapter 20

  " Vanessa! What's wrong? " I'm still not out of my daze but I can feel the pain growing.

  " He might not make it.." I continue to cry and my father picks my phone of the bed, pressing it to his ear. His face drops but it doesn't last long. He puts the phone down and sits the the side of the bed.

  " There was a accident on the road. They are moving really slowly but they might make it. Just worry about getting those beautiful baby girls here okay?" His words take a minute to process through my head but when they do I nod okay. I receive what the nurse called a contraction again. Sadly I have a really low pain tolerance.

  " Daddy it hurts." I whine and I can see the pain in his eyes. He gives me his hand and I squeeze through the pain.

  " I know princess. Nurse isn't there something you can do for the pain?"

  " Yes. I'll get the doctor and he can check her." She begins to leave but I stop her.

  " Wait! What do you mean he, my doctor is a girl."

  " Your doctor is out of town at the moment. I'll go get Dr. Thompson for you."  Before I can argue with her the bitch leaves and the pain continues to grow. When the bitch walks back in she has a younger looking man walk in with her.

  " Who is this? Your trainee ?" I growl at her.  She gives me a inpatient look but keeps the nasty comment to herself .

  " Actually I'm Dr.Thompson. " He smiles at me, sticking his hand out to shake mine. He's kidding right? I glare at him and he pulls back.

  " Did you just graduate yesterday or something?" I sneer and he takes a step back. Labor me is not a nice me.

  " Listen I know I look young but I have delivered about 100 babies at this hospital. I might have started working here a little while ago but I promise that I will do my best to make you feel comfortable. " He says in a nice tone but I still don't want this dude looking at my private area while I'm popping out two little babies. He washes his hands and slips on some gloves and stands next to the bed. " You are gonna feel some pressure." My eyes fly open.

  " What are you doing?!" I yell. Before he even touches me pulls away.
 
  " I'm checking to see how far you are dialated ." Before I can protest he shoved his hand in me and I ball my hand into a fist.  " You are about six cm. "  So I have time.

  " So I have time right? " I ask him.

  " Not really, you seem to be dialating quite fast. In about two hours you should be delivering. Now did you want and epidural? " He asks as I receive another contraction.

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Its been about two and a half hours and the doctor said I'm dialated 8 cm. Trevor was still not here and he hasn't made an effort to call. 

" Vanessa how are you feeling?" The doctor says while walking in.

  " How do you think I'm feeling?" I snap at him. He just chuckles and sits down next to me.

  " I get it you're in labor. Trust me I know how this works. My sister has been through this many times. Four to be exact.  Have you tried getting any sleep?" He logs on to the computer next to my bed and starts typing stuff in.

  " No, I'm uncomfortable. How could I sleep." I say calmly, by you can hear a slight irritation in my voice.

  " Well what's wrong?" He turns to me giving him my full attention. Does he really want to know?

" I don't think you want to know. " I'm still calm but I'm starting to feel weird.

  " Of course I do. You're my patient, I care about how you feel. What's wrong?" He asks once more.

  " My fiancée isn't here yet and I'm worried." I look over to him and his expression tells me that he gets it.

  " Don't fret over it. I'm sure he is trying his best to be here before those baby girls are born. " After that he gives me a smile and excuses himself.

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  I'm 9 cm get super close to 10 and he still isn't here. All the nurses are prepping the room for when I deliver and I'm still worried about if he'll make it or not.  When I hear the door open I quickly look over in hope that it's him but I'm wrong.

  " Sorry that I am late boo, when I was ... um finishing some things we made it here as soon as we could. " I look at her hand then look up to see Kevin.

" So you were the one she was fucking when I called. " Both of their faces turn bright red.

  " We are dating now." Tessa says and smiles. I look at Kevin and he looks nervous to be in the room.

  " Kevin you can wait in the waiting room if you want. " He doesn't even hesitate before walking out.  I rest my hands on my extremely swollen belly, that I managed to keep many stretch marks away but still have a few. 

  " Where's Trevor?" Ugh not again.

  " He's still not here. " I say, a tear slipping down my check.

  " He'll be here I promise." She gives me a hug and a kiss on the cheek to only leave me alone in a room full of nurses. I close my eyes for a second but they quickly open when I here the door bang open.

  " Trevor, is that you?!" I look over to see two policeman and someone behind them.

" Hello, we brought someone who claims they are the father to your children. We need you to confirm this. " They bring the person forward and its Tyler...

  He eyes glue to my belly and I put both hands over it. " How are you?" He asks.

  " I don't want you here. You don't deserve to be here. " I sneer at him.

  " Those are my children. I have every right to watch them be born. " He raises his voice.

  " Get him away from me. He raped me, I don't ever want to see him again!" I screamed bursting into tears. One of the nurses came over and attempted to comfort me while the two officers took him away.

  " Shh, shh . He's gone." The nurse let go and I stopped crying. I focused on my breathing so much that I didn't hear the door open again.

  " Baby what's wrong?!" I look up at Trevor and a smile appears on my face. 

" You're here!" I yell. He sits on the bed and kisses my lips then my belly.

  " I wouldn't want to miss this. " He goes to kiss me again but I push him away. I feel the urge to push.

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  " You did it baby, they're here now." I look at my baby girls, one with Trevor the other with my mother. I take a deep breath and close my eyes. I'm the happiest I've been in a long time.

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