My Joy But Pain

Chapter 17

*Vanessa's P.O.V*

- IN VANESSA'S DREAM -

"Hey baby. Wake up." Trevor? I slowly open my eyes and see Tyler, holding two little girls. Courtney Chloe? I couldn't have had them already.

" I'm not your baby. " I say bitterly towards Tyler. He looks at me in anger.

" Yes you are silly. You're my fiancé now. Of course you're my baby." What? I would never marry Tyler. Let alone want him to be the father of my children.

" Give me my girls." I demand reachimg for them. He gives me a smile. Looking down at my babies, he begins to speak.

" Here princesses. Daddy is gonna let mommy hold you now. Daddy loves you." He kisses their foreheads with his nasty mouth. Finally he gives Chloe and Courtney to me.

" Hi angels. Mommy is here. You're okay now. " I wisper to them. I only get to hold them for a few minutes before he takes them away. "No! Give me back my babies! ! " I scream. Crying trying to reach for them.

" Shh Vanessa. Darling it's okay. " I look over in the doorway and see Trevor standing there.

" Trevor. Please get our babies away from him." Tyler looks at me.

" You mean "our " babies Vanessa. They're not Trevor. They have none of his DNA. They are my children. " No no no. It isn't true. No.

"Vanessa wake up... wake up..."

I open my eyes to see Trevor and realize it was all a dream. Or nightmare. I cling on to him holding him as tight as possible.

"Shh baby you're okay, I'm here now." He comforts me.

" It was so horrible... " I say and he rubs his hand up and down my back.

" I'm home now. No one will hurt you. " He says and I believe him too.

" Where's Sasha?" I ask suddenly changing the subject . I haven't payed attention to her lately. I kinda forgot about her.

" She is in with your dad. Laying on his bed. Do you want me to go get her?" I nod and he leaves the room. When he comes back Sasha jumps on the bed and I smile. I seriously can't believe I had forgotten my own dog, especially one who was a big dog.

" Hi Sasha. I'm sorry that I kinda forgot about you. You're a really quiet dog." I say in almost a whisper. Trevor gets in bed next to me after he closes the door. Sasha goes and lays in her dog bed and I smile. She is so smart, she knew it was time for her to get out of the way so Trevor could lay with me.

" How are you feeling?" Trevor asks.

" I don't know. Okay I guess. Just full of feelings. " He leans over to me taking my cheek in his hand and starts to kiss me. I gladly kiss back. He hasn't kissed like this in what feels like forever.

" I love you." I mutter. He doesn't reply but rather just deepen our kiss.He climbs on my lap being careful for big belly. I'm only four months but I looked like I was six months. My belly had stretched a lot, I use to be small curvy girl. Now, now I was pregnant. My feet were slightly swollen, my stomach had grown to more than I could carry. I can't imagine how big I'll be when I'm nine months.

" Vanessa, what are you thinking about ?" Trevor asks, panting a little from our intense kiss.

" About how big I am. Ugh I hate being this big. " He looks at me and frowns.

" Don't hate it. You look gorgeous. " He puts his hands on my stomach and starts to kiss me again. I kiss back passionately, His hands roam my body and to my surprise I let out a small moan. That small moan must have turned him on because I could feel him getting hard against me. Our makeout session lasted about ten minutes until I stop him.