My Joy But Pain

Chapter 18

The baby shower was great, I got just about everything I needed. I hop into bed and get comfy. Just as I'm about to fall asleep I hear someone come in.

" You talked to Chad?!" Oh no.

" Listen he came over today and said he wanted to talk and tell me why he accepted the fact that me and him can't be together." He looks at me, I know he is pissed . It's been a few minutes and he is sitting on the bed looking at.

"Did you kiss him?" My jaw drops appalled!

" Are you fucking serious! I would never do that, I guess I know how you see me now! Do you seriously think I would kiss another guy while I'm engaged to you! And you want to know what he said to me? He told me he set up the rape. That it's his fault that I'm pregnant, that his plan didn't go as it was suppose too. I was crying! " I shout at him while I get up from the bed. His face softened as he gets up.

" I'm sorry. I'm sorry I don't know why I asked that. I'm sorry that all of this has happened to you." He tries to hug me but I back away. "Baby." He tries to get closer.

" No, don't touch me." I back up and he gets closer. I continue backing up until I hit the wall. I'm crying as I sink to the floor.

"Baby, I love you. Let me in. Let me comfort you...." He gets lower almost sitting on my legs, he kisses me cupping my face. "Let me love you. " I know what he means by that and I can't help but think about it in my head.

I feel my want for him growing. His want for me is growing too. "I'm so sorry." He says whispering in my ears as he nibbles on one. He gets off of me and kisses me all the way over to the bed.

"Lock the door . " I say. Trevor gets up and locks the door walking back over to the bed, climbing in next to me.

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It's morning when I walk up. I feel the babies kicking and moving around and I also feel Trevor next to me. I smile and kiss him. Last night was the first time Trevor and I had sex, actual sex. It was comforting to know that we took this step in out relationship and it went well.

*Knock! Knock!*

I look at the door as it jiggles while someone knocks on it. I quickly get up and throw on some underwear then a robe. " Trevor, wake up! " I whisper shout. He bounces up throwing on a pair of boxers and a t-shirt. I open the door to see Chad's mother. " Hello Mrs.- " I begin to say but she cuts me off.

" Listen here! You will date this loser but not my son! Did I wake you from your sex sleep! Chad would never have slept with you until your were married. Ugh I can't believe you!" She yells in my face and I feel pissed because she accuses my fiancé of such things.

"Your son is the one who hired someone to rape me ! So you want to yell at someone? Yell at your son, I think you should leave now! " Her jaw drops but she does as I say. "Ugh people these days I swear. " I turn around to see Trevor smiling. He walks over and wraps his arms around me.

" Looked so much like a mother. I can't wait till you have these babies. " I smile at his words . We go back to bed and sleep for awhile longer, cuddling with each other.

§§§§ Okay everyone I am going to skip ahead to where Vanessa is nine months pregnant . Sorry but I'm having a bit of a writers block. §§§