My Joy But Pain

Chapter 14

After what happened at school with Trevor I have been a little upset with him. I appreciate him helping me with Chad, but he didn't need to beat him up. Before we left school I saw Chad going into the nurse's office and his face was really bruised. I feel bad for him yet I don't, he was hurting me and I couldn't do anything. I love Trevor, but I don't want him hitting someone every time they do something to me. I mean when Chad kissed me at lunch that one day then he hit him, I just don't think that was necessary.

* Chad's P.O.V*

Uhh I just don't know why she can't love me like before. I was there for her since she was thirteen, why can't she love me! I throw my fist down on the table, causing my water to lap over the rim of the glass. Stupid Trevor and Vanessa just have to get married, she just had to say yes. That was suppose to be us. I payed that Tyler kid to take her v-card not get her pregnant, but no he just had to do that. I thought that if she were to lose "it" that she would finally do it with me. I felt bad for cheating on her but I couldn't stop myself, my hormones just took over for me. She would have thought that I was still a virgin and maybe come close to agreeing.

I know what I did was wrong but it was the only way that she might have done anything. When she came to my house that night I knew that I had paid a reasonable price, but when I found out that my plan had failed because of him I was furious. I knew then that I had to get her back and the only issue was is that she wouldn't take me back. She was stuck to Trevor all the time. I know that I can't get her back now unless Trevor messes up.

I wonder if I were to date Tessa.... Would she get jealous and want me back? Hmm it could work I know it could. Don't get me wrong neither of those girls are dumb, but Tessa might not be smart enough for this new plan. Haha and Tyler isn't here to mess up this time, perfect!

* Vanessa'a P.O.V*

I think about how I'm not even ready for anything to do with motherhood. Yes I love kids,but am I ready for my own? It's about six twenty and I want to talk to Trevor before he leaves for school.

" Trevor wake up we need to talk." He checks the time on his phone and lays it back down on the table.

" But I have ten more minutes to sleep..." I know he is tired but so am I, plus we really need to talk.

" Trevor this is important."

" Uhh, fine I'm up." He sits up but I feel like he doesn't even care right now just because he doesn't get to sleep and extra ten minutes.

" No what just go back to bed since that's all you care about." I get up and storm out of the room. I go down to the kitchen and get a glass of water then head into the living room. I set my glass down on the coffee table and lay down on the couch. I just lay there I don't do anything but just lay there. About fifteen or twenty minutes later I hear someone come down the stairs.

" Vanessa."

" What I thought you needed your sleep?"

" I am sorry, I was just tired and when I am tired I am usually cranky. I am sorry, I can't go back in time and change what I did. We have time to talk now, so if you want we still can." I don't say anything, I don't feel like saying anything right now. I'm TIRED.

" Vanessa I am sorry. I have to leave in about ten minutes so if you want to talk, do it know or hold your peace until I get home?" Uhh.

" Fine." I small smile appears on his face.

" Now what did you want to talk about?"

" Well I wanted to talk about what happened yesterday, I don't want you hitting people everytime they do something small to me."