My Reoccurring Dreams Vol. I

#003

I didn't have any business hanging out with him in the first place. I don't even remember what I was hanging out with him for. I would like to assume with was to help him with homework or something that was ACTUALLY important so that I don't feel so stupid. But whether or not he had a real reason to be there doesn't change what happened. I do know that the entire time he was annoying me. THAT is the only other thing I can specify about this situation. I don't know why this happened to me but y'know I just roll with the punches. I'm a certified Thugga i'll be ight. :)

I was sitting with him in my room watching TV. He had candy in his backpack and each piece he opened had sent a different scent to my nose. Grape jolly ranchers, orange starburst, Cherry laffy taffy, any other candy you could think of. He wouldn't share either, which really pissed me off. He was in my room, sitting on my bed, watching my TV, and he would not share ONE piece of candy with me. I was actually trying to watch whatever was on TV but he was fucking bothering me. If I was really into something on the screen he'd break my focus by throwing candy wrappers at me. If I was on my phone he'd snatch it from me and try to lock me out of it. And GOD FORBID I was just ignoring him and only looking at the TV cause then he'd just turn it off completely. I don't even know why he was in my house in the first place since I hated him and I was under the impression that the feeling was mutual.

I realized I was the only person with hate in their heart because I soon realized he just wanted some fucking attention. He started pouting, "Why won't you pay attention to me?" I've never been so confused a day in my life but I answered honestly. "Cause you actin a fuckin' ass." I said plainly. "I didn't even do anything." He complained. I threw the stuffed peep from behind me at his head. "You've been acting like a bad ass little kid all since you fuckin' got here!" I shouted. He laughed at me, making me more upset. Part of me thinks he liked seeing me upset as if it was a sick turn on to him. "I just wanted to hang out with you but you keep ignorin' me so I had to do somethin'." He said.  I then realized he wasn't gonna stop acting an ass until I stopped ignoring him. "Fine.." I said, folding my arms, "I'm giving you my full attention now what?" He did this fake ass squeal as if he was genuinely excited. "Oh my God for real? You gon' pay attention to me? Wow." He said. He then positioned himself in front of me and stared for a while.

"What?" I said getting creeped out. "Nothin' damn." he said, pulling out some more candy. My brain started to shift to other things since he wasn't doing anything worth paying attention to. I pulled my phone out again and he didn't like it. So he laid his head in my lap and shooed at my phone as if he was a cat. Since I have cats my instinct made me slap his forehead. "Ow What the fuck bro!" he hissed. "Maybe if you stop touchin' shit then we wouldn't have this problem." I laughed. Then he took out some fun dip and started smacking HELLA loud. I held my hand out for some because I love the absolute FUCK outta fun dip. But of course he didn't want to share it with me. "Give me some." I demanded but he refused. "Give me some NOW." I demanded again. "Nope. You won't give me no attention so no candy for you." he said smacking on the blue powder of the fun dip. "Okay what do you want from me? You wanna play a game or something? What is it?" I asked desperately.

I really wanted some fun dip and the least he could do was share if I was gonna give him some attention. "You only wanna give me attention cause you want somethin' from me." He pouted. I got triggered because he would do the same to me all the time. He went an extended period of time without talking to me. So for him to want my attention was almost like a slap in the face. "Why didn't you ask one of yo lil hoes for some attention then?" I asked, being petty, "I mean they treat you the exact same way don't they?" He sat there stuck for a while, not wanting to address what I said. "I guess I'm supposed to swaddle you and tell you it's okay after what you did right?" I asked rhetorically. "Obviously I don't wanna be around them for THAT reason..." he whined, "I just wanted to be around you okay?" I didn't say anything to him for a minute. I turned the TV back on, deciding to ignore him again. "Now you ignorin' me again." He complained. I continued to sit in silence, the only sound in the room coming from the tv. I had to recuperate to keep from taking all my anger out on him. Even though I was well within my right to do exactly that I decided not to. After a few minutes he started smacking on fun dip again.