My Reoccurring Dreams Vol. I

#005

I was at some big house party and I was nervous. I didn't really know anyone there and I was scared to just walk up to a random group. So me being me I go to sit on the couch. I realized it was two people seated on the couch only leaving space for me to sit in the middle.

"Hi." one of them said. The hi sounded like, "I don't wanna be rude so let me speak." The other one looking more excited to be there said, "Hi!" and reached out to shake my hand. I noticed the one who was more friendly had blonde hair to a point it was almost white. So called him Blondie. The other guy who didn't seem to be happy that I sat in between them had black hair and his demeanor was completely different. So I called him Noir.

Someone came around with drinks and handed us some. Blondie then says to me, "So what's your name?" I got kinda shy since he was looking dead at me and he was too cute. "Christa" I said finally getting myself to answer. Noir suddenly put his hand on my thigh and asked, "What does your name mean? And where did you get it from?"

I was taken back since Noir was so mean earlier. "I'm named after my father. And it means a follower of Christ." I said. "Oh, so you're Christian?" He asked. I immediately put my cup down and shook my head no. "Absolutely not. I'm an Omnist." I said. He chuckled and said "You didn't waste any time correcting that huh?" I chuckled and said, "It's a negative connotation with Christianity a lot of the time it's brought up so I don't wanna be associated." He nodded and sipped his drink.

Blondie then says, "I wish I was named after someone. It seems important." He put his hand on my lap waiting for me to respond, almost like a cat. I said, "Being named after someone doesn't make you more or less important. It just means someone wanted to have another person with their name in the world." I said patting his head.

As time progressed we had more drinks and the conversation got less innocent. I didn't feel uncomfortable or anything though. That was surprising since most guys I have ever spoken to were quick to take a conversation to the gutter and make me uncomfortable. Noir then asked, "Do you feel like having two significant others makes you a bad person?" I said, "Hell no it doesn't! As long as everyone knows they're in the relationship together then I don't see an issue." Blondie agreed and said, "Yeah I don't see why people think it's bad since everyone is having fun anyways."

Noir nodded his head not saying anything but he had a smirk on his face. "So you don't think having two guys at one time is bad right?" He asked, caressing my thigh. I felt my face get hot and said, "I mean I've never done it before so I'm not sure." Blondie gets an attitude and pushed his hand off me. He wrapped one arm around my waist and one around my arms and said, "I'm not sharing! You were so mean to her when she first came over here so go find a different person!"

I started to blush and said, "Wait what's going on here?" Noir grabbed my face turning me towards him and said, "Yeah but as you can tell she likes the rougher side of things." He looked into my eyes and asked, "Isn't that right?" I was so confused and I just knew my face was burning. I tried to get up to stop them from arguing and said, "I did say that.. but I never did stuff with TWO people at one time. I don't know if I wanna try-" Before I could finish Blondie pulled me into his lap and held me tightly.

"No she doesn't like the rougher side of things! You're just a bully." He pouted. Noir moved closer to us and said, "It's not bullying if she likes it." I finally interject and said, "Both of you cut it out. It's enough of me for you two to share." Blondie's eyes widened and Noir raised his eyebrow. "Really?!?" Blondie said being excited. I realized what I said and I also realized the context I was using didn't match theirs. "I think we should find somewhere else to um.. congregate." Noir said, taking his drink to the head.

Blondie smirked and said, "Maybe sharing is okay." Noir grabbed my hand and pulled me to a back room. Blondie followed behind me grabbing my other hand. He closed the door behind him and pulled me towards him. He started to kiss my neck and put his hands up my dress. Noir turned around scowling at him and pulling me forward. He kissed me unzipping the back of my dress and taking it off me. He sat back onto the bed and pulled me onto his lap. He started to lean back causing me to crawl on top of him.