My Reoccurring Dreams Vol. I

#032

I was at this party and he was sitting by himself. I remember it was a bunch of dudes there trying to get my attention but they all look like they had bullshit written across their foreheads.

Anyways I went and sat next to him because he was the only one not annoying me. His dreads were covering his face so I tapped his shoulder. He moved his dreads up just enough to see me and he had the biggest pretty eyes. "Umm you needed something?" He asked. "No I just wanted to sit next to you. Is that okay?" I asked. He nodded his head and put his dreads back down.

He didn't talk very much which kinda sucked cause I love talking to people. He looked at me and said, "I'm sorry I don't talk a lot. I'm really bored." I got the stupidest idea and decided that I was going to go through with it. "You wanna just.. leave?" I asked. He moved his dreads so he could see me again and he looked me up and down. "Yeah.. yeah we can go." He said before getting up. I got up and followed him out thinking about how stupid I was and all the things that could go wrong.

We got in his car and it smelled good just like he did. Now I could smell weed in the car but it didn't bother me cause I actually love that smell. He took a ponytail holder off his wrist and put his hair up so he could drive. He started the car and we drove off. I remember being very nervous and looking around making sure I was aware of my surroundings. He looked over at me and asked, "Are you scared?" I looked at the ground and said, "if I say yes would you be mad?"

He laughed a little bit before he parked in front of 7/11. "I'm not scary okay? I'm not gonna hurt you." He went in the store and I sat there feeling a little bad about what I said. He came back with slushies, one blue the other red. "Pick one." He said holding them out to me. I picked the blue one and he looked surprised. "I thought you would've wanted the red one." He said handing me a straw. "Well you didn't ask before you went in the store." I said grabbing the straw.

We sat there parked in front of the store for like 20 minutes talking about a bunch of nothing. Then he randomly said, "can I have some of your slushy?" I handed him the cup thinking he actually wanted a sip. He put my cup down and grabbed my chin, kissing me. When he pulled away from me he licked his lips. "I shouldn't have let you take the blue one." He said jokingly. I was sitting there in shock with my mouth open. He chuckled at me before closing my mouth. His rings were cold against my skin which made my body tingle.

He started the car again and said, "I wanna go home." I leaned back on my seat too stunned to speak. He rested one hand on my thigh as he looked at me. "You wanna go too?" He asked. His bracelet was cold too, making me excited. I silently nodded as I felt my nipples become hard and my body became hot. He'd occasionally glance at me, looking at how he affected my body. He started to rub my thigh, making me fight the urge to moan. My breathing staggered as he chuckled. He slowly moved his hand closer to my middle before moving it all the way back where it was. The slut in me wanted to move his hand there myself. I was getting impatient and he was eating it up. He bit his lip as he looked over at me.

"You ight?" He asked, clearly knowing the answer to that already. "Mhm.." I said looking out the window. The slit in my skirt wasn't helping me keep calm at all. My brain immediately thought about him pushing his hands up my skirt. That's what I wanted him to do, but how to say it was what stopped me from asking. When we finally got to his house I stopped holding my breath not even realizing that's what I was doing. He came around to the passenger side and let me out. He grabbed my hand as I followed behind him blindly.

He took me in the house and to his room. He turned the tv on and went into his drawer. He threw the remote to my side and said, "pick something to watch ion like the quiet." I picked some random ass horror movie cause I knew I wasn't gonna watch it anyways. He sat next to me as he started to roll up, making me happy because I love the smell of weed. After a while of watching him he looked at me and smiled. "You just gon' watch me huh?" He asked, licking his lips. My heart sank as I continued to stare at him, not having anything to say.