you can't just leave me on opened and delivered only give me dry responses and then act like it's okay you're always mean to me and I just feel like you don't care about me and I don't wanna make this about myself because it not about myself I care about you kaitlynn and you're one of my closest friends and I know you're going through a lot and you don't want to talk about it with me and I'm sorry but I tried talking to you about how some of the things you do make me upset and you don't do anything to change that and anytime you tell me something I do makes you upset I try my best to not do it again and I really am sorry for anytime I upset you but I just don't think it seems like I try hard enough and then you get mad and I'm sorry but I don't even know where to go with this but idk I feel like I put to much in like even more than you want but sometimes I wish it seemed like you carer a little bit more anytime I get excited about something you always find a way to make it bad and idk i just feel like I'm always the bad guy