Dreams and love

Chapter 15

Cameron's pov:

Today I'm leaving, I really don't want to go me and Madison had a fight again it's the same story and it had me thinking the time I've been here with cat it always feels amazing she understands me like always her company is the best. Since the day I met her I felt something but I thought it was nothing important once I got back to America I couldn't stop thinking about her it was too soon I mean we hardly met and I wanted to be always with I never believed in love first sight but I started believing since I've met cat.
Yesterday the photo shoot was my idea because Madison didnt show because we fell out soon I needed an excuse so cat would come and pretend it was a countenance about her shooting with me. I never really felt anything bigger for Madison we started dating because of my manger, he says it's good to produce my songs as it's about love, we've been like this for a year but we broken up more than I can count, and if I say I won't accept back of dating her I want to fall in love for real and I think what I'm feeling for cat is real.

It's 13:20pm I know cat is in college I know she has lots of work to do but I need to see her once more before I leave, so I text her saying I'm meeting her at school at 16:30, my flight is at 19:47pm so I'll have time to spend some more time with her.

I decided to go for a quick little shower to rinse I'm feeling a bit hot, I go back to my room check my phone and see I have a missed call from cat as soon as I see I call her back she answered straight away.
Phone call

Cat: hey cam
Me: hey so you almost done, I know your busy but I just wanna spend some more time before I go
Cat: cam sorry I'd love too do something but I've got plans with Lucas im sorry but call me as soon as you land.
Me: oh then I'm sorry have a great date bye.

I got so upset that I hung up I'm just gonna give some time try to get these ideas away from my mind, so I decided to change my flight leaving in 40 minutes I need to get away from cat for awhile I'll miss you cat.

Matthew pov:

I've spent the whole day with Kyla we've been doing a movie marathon again playing games
Just laughing it's nice to have someone like this.
"Kyla want to go grab something to eat before you start your shift" I asked her smiling
" I mean sure but gotta be quick I start work in an hour and tomorrow I got college" she says smiling like crazy because I smiled as soon we notice we both started laughing like crazy at each other "okay okay let's go then" she's says, she grabs my hand and we walk out.

We are sat at Macdonald's " so I can tell we love macades" she says chuckling " I do I really do" I answer back.
Walking her to her job as she's in 5 minutes I give her a kiss on her cheek and see that she blushes but I don't say anything. Left her at work, got a Taxi to the hotel I'm staying that's in the other side, we planned to do something tomorrow as she swapped shifts with cat can't wait to be with Kyla again.

Cat's POV:

Finally college is over it's 16:46pm I'm outside waiting for Lucas he's finishing he's last piano lesson.
20 minutes later I see him and I smile " hey you" I say as I lean in to kiss him on each side of he's cheeks that's how we say hello in Portugal "hey how was your lessons" he asked me " to be honest I have lots of work to do plus it's near the end of school year, I need to get so I can go to New York" I tell him my dream to sigh contract in New York music industry and passing here in this college is a start because If I get it I'm officially an artist of music.
" so where to" I ask " oh yeah to the beach" he says back "isn't it a bit too cold for that" I asked him smiling and he chuckled at me "just wait" he says as he smiles at me.

We've been sat at the pier about 10 minutes now just looking and talking about old times I have to admit it feels nice the company but not that I don't like it it's just I'm kinda wishing I would be cam here with me, "cat I wanted to ask you something" he says to me taking me out of my throughs " yeah sure" I say to him "well to start of I really love spending time with you these weeks have been great and I don't know if you feel the same but I kinda like like you" he tells me nervously my mind just gazes back to cam I know these something between us but I ignore because he has a girlfriend, plus I don't want to date right now my mind and heart are at college treating to get this music contract to New York, "cat what do you say" he tells me looking into my eyes starting to lean in I kind want to kiss him too but I don't I move, "sorry Lucas but I can't sorry it's that I don't like you I do, but my mind and heart are on college and work anyway if I get this contract in two months I'll be moving in 4 months, i can't do this I'm sorry" I tell him honestly he kinda looks sad but I can't I like but enough to give everything up for him I've been fighting for this all my life he's got to understand I'll keep talking to him and being his friend but can't date right now, " I'm sorry really" I say again to him I reach to turn his face to look at me slowly I give him a kiss on his cheek and say " I'll give you some time" I tell him and start to walk away "cat thanks to be honest with me" he tells me I nod to him in response I walk away to catch the bus as he drove me here and I live on the other side but I understand I can't tell him to take me after I just hurt his feelings but I don't want to give him hopes I mean maybe later I know what you are thinking what if I don't get the contract I'm sure then really but it's not the time.

In the bus on my way home I check the time and it's almost 18:30pm I decide to text cam he's leaving in a hour maybe I could stop by I really needed to talk to him now his my best friend he understands me, but he doesn't say anything so I try an call but his phone is not answering I wonder what's happened.

I finally get home not even hungry so I ran upstairs to my work room I mean me and Kyla share this house is a two bed house but my room has an extra room attached not big enough for another room and small enough for an extra closet but I could fit in a small desk with my laptop and mixes it's where I do my songs and produce my work for college and YouTube, I've added my songs on YouTube It doesn't have my name so no one knows it's me it's called dreamer I have 1225k subscribers don't get me wrong thats amazing for a girl to start off maybe that's it if I don't get the contract I'll continue with it I'll just have to hit 5000k and I'll start getting payed by YouTube, always get emails from YouTube telling me im close to receive my monthly payment of 1500/2000 every month it's amazing money I just didn't take it but ill continue it and It will continue to grow every time my subscribers grow it's a good future I have here.