Chapter 36

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Cat's POV:

I slowly walk up to him as I seen him just sat there he's probably been waiting for hours "Cameron what you doing here" I tell him as I walk close to him he stands up quickly "I came to see you" he says calm I take a sigh "Cameron I really don't want you here" I tell him calm too it's just too much to take in I can't believe he cheated on me after everything " I just need a few minutes please" he says with watery eyes I open my apartment door to let him in I indicate for him to sit down I walk to the kitchen get myself a beer I walk towards the living room to see him sat waiting for me I take in what he looks like he looks amazing like always his hair has grown still has the highlights they look amazing on him he feels me staring he looks up "it's nice having you checking me out" he says which makes me gag on my beer while I cough " Cameron shut up please just tell me what you want already I'm a busy women believe it or not" I tell him he clears his throat ready to speak "so cat look I miss you every single day believe me what I did I was drunk dead on drunk I know it's not a reason to but i regent it every single day that I spend with out you or even talking to you. When I first saw you I knew that you would be the one I still do cat please I can't live with out you anymore" he says crying full on now I take a deep breath so I don't let myself cry "Cameron look your an amazing guy boyfriend everything a girl would wish for in a man I trust you, but sorry I can't let myself get hurt again no I need my space I think it's better you Leave, plus I don't know why you came" I take a deep breath before looking up at him we lock eyes for a second he stands up and comes sit closer to me on the same couch that I'm on he moves his face closer to mine inches away "so if I kiss you will you let me" he says really close to me our lips brushing slightly i get all funny inside I miss him like really a lot lot but I need to be strong,

 When I first saw you I knew that you would be the one I still do cat please I can't live with out you anymore" he says crying full on now I take a deep breath so I don't let myself cry "Cameron look your an amazing guy boyfriend everything a girl...

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"Cam*er*on I ca*nt" I tell him I'm feeling so hot I really just wish I could kiss him so much I really do he pulls away looks me in the eye and slowly says "tell me you don't want me looking in my eyes and I'll leave" I really feel like I want to cry as I'm about to do this but I don't want to get hurt again it's too painful to even think about it a take a breath "Cameron I don't want to do this I'm hurt I need space time" I tell him slowly I look down but I feel him stand up kisses my head and walks out with a bang on the door, and there it goes my tears the ones I've been holding in they all came out too quickly.

Kyla's pov:

It's been three days that Matt found out he's about to be a father I know we are young but it happened and I told him he doesn't have to be part of his or her life but he said he just needs time and space it's too much for him to take in but guess what I'm the one with a living baby inside of me doesn't he think it's too much for me as well and here I am taking things calm because the doctor said I can't let myself get distress.
Tomorrow I have a 3 months scan to see how's the baby growing if everything is okay I've sent the text to Matt to see if he wants to be there, but he hadn't said anything plus cat's here tomorrow I can't wait to be with her, I want cat with be with me through this after new year she leaves again and only coming back in June and that's when I'm due just hope she can finish earlier she said she's going to try her best to come back around April/ May as she has her work forward and she knows what she's doing I just hope she'd be here helping me through this.

I'm currently getting out of my lovely shower getting ready to go to Taco Bell I'm wanting to eat a lovely taco with meat and salad I'm not sure what I want I just want a taco let's go, walking down stairs I hear the door bell I walk to the door and here I see my best of bests of friends "cat you came early" I told her hugging her so tight "Kyla I can't breath be careful because of the baby" I says with that I push away "were you going somewhere" she asks looking at me "yes girl I want a taco let's go".

Cameron's pov:

It's been three days since I last saw cat I know she still loves me I just can't believe she can live without me I'm still here in Portugal just hoping to see her around I'm staying at a hotel near by her apartment I decided to stop by as she's not answering me as I walk to the front doors I see the security so I decided to ask if they seen her around " it's you Cameron Dallas my daughter is your massive fan" he says with a Portuguese accent "Cameron sorry miss Catarina has left for holiday season" he tells me while I take a selfie with him.
I can't believe she's left she might of gone back to Cali or England has her mother and sister are there.
I've called matt a few days ago to find out how things are as he left the tour early to sort some family matters I'm not sure if he's coming back has Kyla is pregnant as he told me I told him to stay with her through the pregnancy as it's an important part of your life is to become a parent.

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