Dreams and love

Chapter 25

Matt's pov:

"Matt are you listening" Jess asks me confused I look at her and smile "yes I'm fine" I tell her she smile "Matt I know you 4 years and you are not fine" she tells me and I just nod my head "okay it's my relationship, maybe I jumped to high into it" I tell her she looks at me confused "what do you mean don't you like her" she tells me which I do like her but maybe it's just to early to date "Jess it's just I think I still have feelings for you, not as before but they are feelings, I don't want it to grow so I think it's early to be in a relationship with someone new" I tell because I can always be truth with Jess before we dated we've been best friends when we broke up we didn't want to ruin our friendship "Matt listen I know Kyla likes you a lot and you know my feelings towards you but you also know we don't work out in relationship" she says looking a bit sad "I know Jess I'm not saying to get back together maybe I just need more time alone, I'm gonna talk to her" I tell her which my mind is so confusing right now.

Call with Kyla

Kyla: hey babe
Me: hey how are you?
Kyla: is everything okay
Me: I'm not sure we need to talk can we meet later?
Kyla: sure you seem worried and your scaring me
Me: don't worry we'll talk later bye

With that I hung up it's kind hurting me to hear her voice like that it makes me want to hug her and counsel her I like Kyla but I still have feelings for Jess and I know that she can tell I'm just not ready to date serious while I'm still getting Jess out of my system.

Cats pov:

Ive been busy with YouTube I've hit 200 more subscribers which in this rate I will hit the 10k in 4/5 months I hope I just brought a new camera instead using my phone.

"Kyla how are you" I ask as I walk to the living room and she seems distracted "Matt just called he seemed so real" she says looking really sad "what do you mean" I ask her she looks up at me "well he seemed serious about something" she says I sat next to her and told her to calm down with that I get a call from an agency I answered,

Call

Agency: hello is that Catarina de Jesus
Me: yes how may I help you
Agency: we are a music agency here in LA we heard and saw the music video the song is amazing, we are located in the UK, Italy, France, Portugal and of course here too we see you are from Portugal is that right
Me: yes I am I was raised in the uk
Agency: well we have a spot that we would like you to join I saw some of your videos and you sing amazing we want to work straight away with you Catarina
Me: okay that sounds amazing what would you like me to do
Agency: the spot is in Portugal Lisbon you'd have to leave in two weeks to take the spot of the start of your career
Me; really that's amazing but I just moved here to the United States I started to make a life here
Agency: I understand that but as soon as there's an opening you'd come back as here is the principal office
Me: okay that sounds better but how long would it take
Agency: well it depends the contract is for a year youd have to stay a year in Lisbon then after that contract we could transfer you back
Me: that's okay could I have some time to think
Agency: of course let us know give us a call by Tuesday next week

With that I hung up Kyla is right next to looking so confused "cat what's up" she asks me I don't answer I just don't know what to do "Cat isi t good news" she says again I look at her "cat I think I have to leave you and cam" I tell her she looks at me even more confused "what do you mean" she asked sounding sad "I got a contract to start my career as a song writer and singer/ producer but they only have opening in Lisbon Portugal" I tell her "after the first year of the contract I get to be transferred back here" I continue to tell her she just walks to her room and closes the door I hear her crying so I give her space, I grab the house keys and decide to go for a walk to think.

Kyla's pov:

I can't believe first Matt is all weird now Cat is leaving what I'm I going to do I need space when I'm on my throughs I get a call from Matt
Call
Matt: hey Kyla sorry I have to say this quick I cant meet you today have to stay till later on the brodcast
Me: okay what's up
Matt: wait have you been crying
Me: it's not a big problem
Matt: okay if you are sure but Kyla we
Need to break up I mean I through I was ready to move on but I can't it's so confuseing in my mind I need some space before this big step
Me: ...
Matt: Kyla are you there answer me
Me: are you fucking joking with me first cat is leaving now you I never asked for you to date me I the first fucking time after 3 weeks you deiced to leave us me
Matt: Kyla listen it's just Jess and me well we did break up just a few months ago it's all new calm down I just need to leave these feelings first before I get too serious with you
Me: really your amazing don't ever come looking for me you should of never entered my life your amazing really I'm so stupid to ever feel like someone like you'd ever fall for someone like me this is a game to you
Matt: Kyla you should calm down I'm not joking I like you but I Have feeling to Jess still
Me: bye Matthew don't call again

With that I hung up I guess everyone is deciding to leave me what ever I did to deserve this.