Dreams and love

Chapter 37

Cat's POV:

This week has been amazing my mom and sister are coming tomorrow can't wait to see them be with my family again, Kyla has been having lots of craving ive been helping her with anything she needs really I can finally drive took my drivers licenses in Portugal I'm a grown woman funny how time flies.

I'm organizing my life to move back here to help Kyla with anything for the baby I've spoke to them as my work is going amazing down there in two months I can be back so that will be in February so it's quick I just need to start organizing my life on this end.

Kyla has been very upset because Matt doesn't say nothing he doesn't answer his phone or texts it's been almost two weeks since he found out but I guess he just needs Space to take it in I mean being a parent is a massive step.
I saw on instagram that Cameron is back good for him I guess i know it's weird that I still follow him on instagram but I miss him I've never had anyone like me like he did.

I'm currently sat on my bed doing some work on my new YouTube video it's a volg as I scroll down I see the video I did with Cameron I decided to watch it..... I literally can't believe he said he loved me we never really talked about it I mean I never even through about it I mean I know what I felt for him was special never really felt that way before maybe I do love him but I can't go back that's way I kept relationships away from me and focus on my career, since he's fans found out about us my dms keep blowing up lately so many comments asking if we're together still I don't know what to answer or even if I should answer the comments.
"Cat come down please" Kyla shouted from downstairs I walk down stairs see what she wants as I walk to the living room I see her standing waiting for me you can tell her small bump by now I means she's almost 4 months on I'm so happy for her.  I walk to her and tap her shoulder "what's up girl" I asked her she smiles "Matt called he wants to meet later at the little corner cafe" she says excited "Kyla be careful okay, maybe I should drive you" I tell her I just want her to be careful.

Kyla's pov:

This week has been crazy my 3rd month scan was last week and Matt didnt answer his phone or texts I couldn't keep waiting for him I mean I needed to go to the scan it's good the baby is good you can hear his/her heart beat which is amazing plus maybe next month they can tell us the gender I'm so excited for that.

Cat doesn't talk about what happened with Cameron but I know she's hurting she's my best friend I know her like no other she says she doesn't want to talk about it that she's fine but she's not I've never seen her so happy like when she was with him and that I know she was scared or is to fall in love and now Cameron went and did what he did it gave her more purpose that she shouldn't fall in love now she's always in her room just writing songs recording in her laptop, it's Christmas in two days and she doesn't leave the room.

I'm currently watching the grinch movie eating popcorn with a large Pepsi by my side with cherries I mean it's good popcorn with cherries are good cat doesn't leave her room so I'm watching a movie alone, when I hear my phone starts to ring I check and see it's Matt calling wow I'm so surprised not sure what to think so I answer without thinking,
Phone call:

Matt: Kyla can we meet up?
Me: why have you decided yet
Matt: Kyla you've got to understand that this is all a surprise to me I wasn't ready to  know it like that
Me: okay come round at 5pm Ill be here
Matt: okay see you soon
End of call

I can't believe this Matthew I understand it was a shocking news but I never knew that he at least could of said anything like how are you, is everything okay do you need anything, but no he gone and ignored his life these weeks now I'm curious to what he's going to tell me.

"Cat i need to talk" I knock on cat's door Matt is here in an hour I'm so nervous to see him and cat is the only one who can calm me down
"Yes girl" she says as she answers the door I walk in and sit on her nicely made bed "Kyla Kyla hey why you crying" cat's asks nicely she hates seeing me cry "Matt... is...he..re soon" I was able to say through cries "why" she asks "he called ... he's coming... to talk" I tell her.
I've just been chilling here with cat she's been helping me calm down because of the baby, while we are up here I get a text from Matt saying he's already down stairs I walk slowly down stairs I open the door as soon as a see him he's eyes look so red and puffy like he's hasn't been sleeping for days he looks me up and down then notice my little belly bump "is it" he's able to say and I nod letting him inside the house.

(This is kylas bump)

"Matt is everything okay your just sat there steering at my belly" I tell him we've been sat here like 10 minutes he hasn't said anything, he slowly looks up at me opens he's mouth to say something but nothing comes out, "Matt I'll start have you decided if you want to be part of it's life" I ask him he looks at me with a small smile " I do want to be part of it's life but with one condition" I says looking straight at my eyes "what could it be" I ask still not breaking eye contact he licks his lips "I miss you" I tells me "let's get back together I love you" he continue.